FEELING BORED OF FEELING NUMB.

*Count the stars;Pictures.

"we think life should be like a symphony,ordered,neat in harmonious,measurable sections.it should start with a theme,rise to a crescendo,play through a moderately softer version of the theme,then build to a stunning and resolute cilmax-then completed,triumph.

but perhaps life is more like jazz,improvisational and often wondering-instrumental solos that drift off to no place in particular and musicians who simply stop playing when they feel like like,not when they're supposed to."

don't know,don't care,don't care.
i believe in these 3things for the past few mths.
didn't want any distractions and bc i wanted to prioritise
but i often find myself drifting apart from important things.
eversince,you know when.

no matter how much i say i don't care.
i know deep down i will/would care.
the irony of it all.
so annoying.

mid years are next friday.
and i haven't started revising.
gahhh.

save meeeee.from whateverrrrr.