I NEVER SAID GOODBYE.

*Emery;To whom it may concern.


i'm still very bitter and sore.
its ironic how i tell everyone to deal with it.
but i myself am stuck.
god,deal with it muni.


school has been draining.
but nevertheless,i made it thru' the week.
graduated from band on friday.
its felt good,leaving.


malay orals on wednesday.
2.4km runs on friday.(horror! :o)
i hate runs,i hate everything.


everything seems so bleak and mundane.
there's nothing to look forward to anymore.
no more gigs,no more jamming,no more loving.
no more humor,no more laughter,no more jack-assing.
no more nothings.


i can't help but feel cheated at some point of time.
i am 'the one week grrl'.
i blame myself for everything thats happening.
this is how sorry i feel for myself.
i wish things were back to what they were,a few weeks ago.


i thought,that things were different.
this time around.


this is how much i am a sucker for romance.