BREAK DOWN THESE WALLS.

*The hush sound;Momentum

i didn't make it to saturday's gig.
i was too stinky to even go for that matter.
but oh wells,can't help it.

i haven't gotten any studying done this week.
i feel so..gah,i don't even wanna study.
i missed my main paper.why even bother abt the rest.

i'm sorry we didn't spend much/enough time this year.
but i'm gonna miss you fiefie.
i hope brunei treats you well.
:(

i found this in my comp..somehow.

"fear of abandonment is a phrase bandied about by everyone i know who's even been in therapy,or into pop psychology.we sit there and discuss the reasons behind it for hours,with very serious looks on our faces as we each try to outdo one another with the pain of our abandonment.but the odd thing is that even when we're terrified of being left,when we decide we've had enough of fuckers,when we decide we want to go it alone we can handle it.we can cope with the pain because it is our decision,and in a strange way we take strength from that.but heaven forbid it should be thier decision.no matter how unhappy we are,how low our self-esteem has sunk,when they turn around,out of the blue and tell us they're leaving,they've had enough,we collapse,turning into heartbroken children all over again."

true enough.
and RIP steve irwin.