Moments from mourning.

verbs and nouns.

Thursday, November 20, 2003

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I hate you.I hate myself more for liking you.
My parents are bastards.I hate them too.My mum is a bitch.My dad is a bastard.
I hate everyone.All of you are crap.Screw you people.

Heys.Hmmm.Stayed home the whole day.Was really really bummed out.The waiting paid off.Hahh.We had our morning talks and stuff.It rained.=) The weather was just perfect.Off to bed at 11.30 and woke up at 6.Just in time to buke.Did geog just now.At the rate i'm going,i'm not going to finish my homework.Hah.The amount is just to much.Well,i'm just too lazy.Maha.

Hmmm.I was upset this morning.I guess i just didnt want us to be like that? I dunno.If just doing it and getting it over and done with is perfect,then so be it.Nah.I'm not expecting anything from you.There's nothing you can give to me.Yups.I enjoy being with everyone,but i enjoy being with you more.Everyone is speacial to me,but you are more speacial to me.Everyone speacial has a place in my heart.Yea.I was hiding how i feel.And of course i know you have a girl.-roll eyes.I'm not some bloody fool.I'm letting my emotions take the better of me.Am i? -shrugs. duno how i feel.But i know my feelings for you are strong.I guess you know that too.But.Just screw my feelings.

Took some pictures of my very messy table but i was too lazy to upload them in my comp.Tomorrow perhaps.Band tomorrow.In the noon.No late night for me today.Hehh.Anyways i think i'm gonna turn in.

Well, I'll give you a thousand reasons that tonight ,you should grant me this one wish.
Like the one year of my life that I gave to you and now you put me through hell.You break me up.
I should hate you, but I can't replace you in my heart.Why am I so pathetic?