Moments from mourning.

verbs and nouns.

Sunday, October 19, 2003

Heys.Sigh.Feeling damn fucked i swear.Everyone is irratating.My mum is a bitch.Have to yell for god knows what fucking reason.BAHH.Fuck everyone for all i care.Irratants.Didn't bother to go to class today cause i was damn sleepy and lazy like anything.I have an extra week to study my prayers.Band starts tomorrow.Long long day.Went to my auntie's today.While they were praying,i kept on sleeping.Hah.Stupis father or mine.Like the thingy starts after 4 and we were there at 2.30.Idiot.Nuthin much happened anyways.Thought of him the whole day.I miss him like fuck.I keep on remeniscing the times spent.The days we talked.Now,it's finally over.I'm becoming so shittingly jiwang.Hah.Been listening to cokelat the whole day.And i still haven't made that guy my friend! Hah.American beauty here i come.

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Dia hangatkan jiwaku selalu
Adakah dia tahu asa di hatiku
Akankah dia nanti milikku satu
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Haruskah bimbang meraja
Lelah tepis harapanku
Sendiri mencari bayangmu

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