*Catch22-It takes some time.
Heys.Been a few days.Just needed time to be alone and think thru'.Sigh.Things are different.Now i know everything.But it's not me.It's him? I guess i'll always blame myself.Well,it'll take awhile but i think i'll let go.Sigh.Love is selfish.Ahh.Fuck it all!
Friday was okays.Accounts1 was just dumb.Haha.What sia.Open the booklet don't know a single shit.I'll so gonna fail bad for this paper.Hurr.Went to macs for breakfast.Met tanya and mal.So dumb.There was this sec2 bung who went to order.'Can i have a Mcmuffin?' Then the cashier said,'Just the muffin?' Them she answered,'No.The whole burger' Waddahell?! Haha.Dumbfucks.Yea.Went to go buy coloured contact.And dye.Went back to debbie's hse to dye our hair.Our hair not even blue! What crap.Waste money please.After that we went to slack around and i started crying reading all his msgs.Ahhhh! Hah.Emo muni.Went home in the evening.Did nothing much.
Went to joey's party yesterday but before that we went to town.Wah.Like saddist sia.Took train alone,went to far east alone.Hahha.Met debbie at far east with her primary school friends.Hah.Yeps.Walked around and all.Thought that we'll bump into jamal and all but sigh..we didn't.=(( Kinokuniya to get my pen so i can draw stars on my nails.Hahaha.Found out that the boys were at heeren.But we were in the train.='((
Yea.Debbie got so angry with *insertnamehere.I got scared you know! She down there shouting.Whatever la bitch!! Oh my.It's sad that things gotta be this way.Sigh.She was all so emo.Heh.Slacked around and then we ate.Hahahaha.Prisca just made my laugh so hard.Her expressions are so funny.Hahaha.Yea.Went to walk around with sa after that.Just cried and cried and my eyeliner smudged! Hahaha.How ugly.Heh.Sang the birthday song and then we went fagging with a BIG lighter.Hahaha.Went back to drink and stuff.White,white wine.Heh.
More talking about guys between me and debbie.This year is just a bad year.Went to the back for more fagging.4sticks straight.BLISS.Took things off my mind.Heh.Was msging kelly also.Poor child.Lost her guy because of that FUCKED UP BAND! Same situation.So we suggested to form and all girl ska band.And our band name is GIRLS WITH PRIDE! Ajid will be with us too.Hahaha.=)) Maybe going out with her next week.=))Its time we find for a new punkrock valentine.It's time for some hardcore ogling.Hee.Anyways,went home at 10.Smelled like smokeeee.Hah.My fingers smells of ciggies.Hehh.
Hmm.YOU! I'm always the one waiting for you to come in.You're taking such a long time.You'll be there for me? I don't believe you.You just want me for that.I don't want all this already.I've made up my mind.You don't like me for who i am.You like me because of your own liking.You never loved me like i loved you.Ltrs.
We'd run away in our dismay, but please, come back to me
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