Moments from mourning.

verbs and nouns.

Tuesday, December 09, 2003

I can't imagine all the people that you know
And the places that you go
When the lights are turned down low
And I don't understand
All the things you've seen
But I'm slipping in between
You and your big... dreams
it's always you and my big dreams

And you tell me
That it's over

But i can't stand here in a patch of four leaf clover
And your restless
And I'm naked
You've got to get out
You can't stand to see me shaking
no, could you let me go
i didn't think so

and you don't want to be here in the future
So you say
the present's just a pleasant
Interruption to the past
And you don't want to look much closer
'Cause you're afraid to find out all the hope
That you had sent into the sky by now had... crashed
and it did because of me

And then you bring me home
Afraid to find out that you're alone, no
And I'm sleeping in your living room
But we don't have much room
To live

And I had dreams that i would learn to play guitar
Maybe cross the country
Become a rockstar
And there was hope in me
That I could take you there
But dammit you're so old
But I don't think I care
and if I hurt you then i'm sorry
It's just this guilt has got the best of me


And if this is what it takes
just to lie in my mistakes
and live with what I did to you
And all the things i put you through
I always catch the clock it's 11:11
And now you want to talk
it's not hard to dream
You'll always be my Konstantine


They'll never hurt you like I do
No, They'll never hurt you like I do

This is to a guy who got into my head
with all these pretty things he did
Hey Baby, You know that you keep me up in bed
It's to a guy who got into my head
with all the fucked up things I did
Hey Maybe Baby, You could keep me up in bed
My Konstantine


Spin Around me like a Dream
We played out on this movie screen
And i said, did you know I missed you
Did you know I missed you


God, I miss you

And then you bring me home
And we'll go to sleep but this time not alone, no no,
And you'll kiss me in your living room, oh
And you see, no, that i've been missing in my Living room
Cause this is what i miss, what i miss
We don't have much room
I said, does anyboy need that room?
Because we all need a little more room
To live

My Konstantine.