Moments from mourning.

verbs and nouns.

Monday, June 07, 2004

These break-up songs make sense again
And I really wish they didn't.


*Fall out boy-Dead on arrival.

Heys.It's in the weee hours of the morning.Phone with debbie and azly.Hah.The week's been pretty much okay.Didn't do anything much.Just stayed home and entertained my family.Almost got busted for fagging though.No privicy i swear.

3rd July 2004.Debbie&Muni=Mission Impossible.Hee.There'll be a gig that day.K-twins performing and loads of other kick ass bands! Not gonna miss it.Heh.So it'll be the same later.Wake up and laze around.

I thought I found someone
I thought I had something I could trust
I still can't believe what happened
It's not that you lied to us
It's not that your friendship was a fraude
It's just that I can't see the real in you

Yeah for years I was afraid
Now I can finally say

That I'm afraid that you've become
Everything that you had hated
I'm waiting
For this to blow away

How could I have been so blind
How could I've ignored so many signs
Especially when my friends warned me
About your deceptive side
And that your friendship was a lie
But still I cannot see the real in you

I've been working for
Something oh-so fake
But it's never too late

To correct the faults
So many others made
I know you don't care
About what's right or fair

I cried so hard.I'm hurt.Thanks,thanks for nothing mr loser ex-boyfriend.To think that everything would be alright was the BIGGEST mistake ever.I bet you're having such satisfaction seeing that you've hurt me.I've never expected you to be this way.You're fucking evil.Ugh.THANKS.Happy 19th fucking birthday.Ltrs.

So how does it feel,how does it feels? cause it's tearing me apart