Then a silence so heavy, broken hearts fall from throats.

*MeWithoutYou-January1979.

Heys.Back from the gig.It didn't go as plan.My idiotic lame ass dad had to force me to go home.I am so fucking pissed at him i swear.The gig just started somemore.I heard 2 bands play and i rushed home in a cab.Pffrt.So gay.But i managed to mosh a little but no kungfu dance!!HAHA.And the mr from the wall between fell on me.Kinda shock me.Heh.Oh wells.Was dissapointed that i didn't hear rese's band.Was on the cab home and this taxi guy was pretty cool.Talk to me about rascism and matchmaking all.Cool ah.Hah.

Got home and read the zine that was given out.Everything in there is so true.Gonna show veron and debbie when i see them.Haha.They talk about anti-sexism and grrls and all.I like ah.Was telling siti.Haha.Poor girl got so angry at the guy who took the suitcase and hit her.Sial.Haha.EWICK! i'm sorry,they ran out of rasPberry waffles,so we got you blueberry waffles instead.Enjoy the lovely waffles ya? and the card and also the drawing.You're so hardxcorexXx.ROFL.Fasting later! SICK UH! Eh imagine if we were cats and cats were human? Hehh.

Put aside all that.I'm feeling kinda down.I'm sick of telling myself that i will get him back.I'm sick of waiting.Yes,i waited all along.Waited for him to come to his senses.But,i guess he did and he wanted what was good for him.All i can do now is forget everything,even the memories.No matter how hard i try,i'm not gonna get what i want.It's time to pick things up and stop worrying about love.I believe it'll come when it's ready.I enjoy the company of lovely friends,really.I hope you'll read this.Sigh.

THANK YOU ZAD! Everytime talk to me at night,lecture me,talk rubbish to me.Talk about kittens.HAHA.We always talk about cats.HAH! I love cats.I wished i was a pretty persian grey colour cat.OK.Makan now.Ltrs.