Write them in a letter that says goodbye.

Heys.BAH.I feel like killing my mother.Fucker.I swear she's one hell of a pain.I wouldn't mind her staying in that fucking hospital and never fucking coming home.Go stay forever la.As if i'm gonna give a fuck or 2 about her.If she didn't fucking insult me i wouldn't have raised my voice at her.YA LA.STUPID LA.Who was the one who stopped at only sec4.Can't even spell simple words properly wanna say she smart la.VERY SMART.VERY VERY.

I hate it when she fucking ring the bell 10039837times so that she can come in.She has her own fucking keys right.Wanna lazy like anything la.Then she ask my maid wheather my brother called.He didn't.Then she said ya he did and he talked to me.What the hell? He didn't even fucking bother to call home.He msged me and tell me.So fine la.Then she said what i so stupid dunno how to tell me maid.Why must i even bother telling my maid right? As if she's the mum.So i raised my voice la.Say why must i tell the maid.Then that's when she fucking start her crap.

AHH.She thinks she's damn big la.NOT EVEN.Say what when i want money only i go to her.PLS LA.I NEVER DID.My ezlink card is it her fucking money? NOOOO.MY SCHOOL MONEY.My ugame book.Is it her money? NOOOOO.MY WEEKLY ALLOWANCE that i never even take back.Cut my phone if she wants.As if i don't have money to buy a phone card.As if the house no phone.Seriously,all this while,the only person who i talked to on the phone is debbie.No one else.She say what i talk to guy.PLS LA.I wouldn't give a guy my home number.I swear you know.SHE KNOWS SHIT ABOUT EVERYTHING BUT ACT AS IF SHE KNOWS.Maybe she should pick up the phone and hear who's talking.

Okay fine.I'm not going to a 'band' concert tomorrow but still at least i told them i was going right? She down there wanna fucking scold me say what i wanna go out only.Whatever to her okays.I just feel like yelling at her face and telling her to shut her trapt.Wanna everytime boy here,boy there,might as well just go stay with him in the army.Go wash he's undies for him.Ugh.Hate hate hate.I'm so bloody hell pissed with her.And my dad told me not to give him anymore problems already.AS IF i'm giving him problem.If that's the case then might as well leave right? My parents are being such a fucking pain i swear.Espeacially that bitchified mother of mine.I hope i won't grow up like that cow.No,no.I WILL not grow up like her.Unlike her,i have a brain.Just whatever.Fuck everything.I wouldn't care less about anything that happens to her.Worthless life i live with brainless parents i have.Sheesh.

pull the trigger and the nightmare stops