I'M SWIMMING IN GREY.
*The Jealous sound;What's wrong is everywhere.
This thing need sprucing up.
It's been an awfully long time since i last updated.
Because i am lazy,therefore i am,A.O.K.
First,
last saturday ended well for munchies.
i'm proud of the grrls and boys. :)
as trent said,NOTHING CAN STOP MUNCHIES!!!
but sadly,o'level is a bitch.
but i hope by june we'll be back.
my weekend wasn't great either.
i spend the whole 2days thinking about my life.
and how frustrating and complicating it can get.
maybe i'm just too hopeful.
that's my fault.
and the things way are now,i'm still in the midst of thinking if i'm to blame or blame the other party.maybe bc of what i said.i wasn't rushing.i was merely asking.i didn't think things would turn out this way bc of assumptions.on the other hand,why make the first move if you know things aren't gonna be serious?
during our set that day.everybody was on stage.maybe all too shiok uh.but yea,me and siti was just gasping for air amongst the crowd that was on stage.during 7years,i got pushed to the drumset.did you care? did you came over to help? NO.even during our set,my mind wasn't thinking of the songs or the lyrics or the enthusiasm.it was how pathetic this 'thing' is going.YOU NEVER BOTHERED COMING OVER,JUST A FEW STEPS TO HELP ME WHILE I FELL AND SCREAMED FUCK.i was brusied.3 huge mafaka bruises on my thighs.you still had the nerve to talk to debbie while she was playing.what was that all about.TELL ME.
if my friends didn't tell you what was happening,or why i was sad,upset or whatever,you wouldn't even care.only when my friend said to settle things with me.only then,you put your stupid pride and ego aside.how'd think i feel! bc boys like you don't care for grrls like me.
i've gone through this once,twice,and now again.you left me just like that.and you expect me to pick things up by myself.
hell yea,i'm upset.
i question myself so many times.
yesterday and today.
what did i do do deserve this.
i don't understand at all.
why ME.WHY!
munchies lyrics can always be related to how i'm feeling.
so here goes.
'you left me to pick me up.
pick me up from my wounds.
oh you and your picture perfect life'.
things are never fair for me.
only the person has the decision to make it fair.
crashed and burned,bruised and broken.
once again.
tell me that its over.
This thing need sprucing up.
It's been an awfully long time since i last updated.
Because i am lazy,therefore i am,A.O.K.
First,
last saturday ended well for munchies.
i'm proud of the grrls and boys. :)
as trent said,NOTHING CAN STOP MUNCHIES!!!
but sadly,o'level is a bitch.
but i hope by june we'll be back.
my weekend wasn't great either.
i spend the whole 2days thinking about my life.
and how frustrating and complicating it can get.
maybe i'm just too hopeful.
that's my fault.
and the things way are now,i'm still in the midst of thinking if i'm to blame or blame the other party.maybe bc of what i said.i wasn't rushing.i was merely asking.i didn't think things would turn out this way bc of assumptions.on the other hand,why make the first move if you know things aren't gonna be serious?
during our set that day.everybody was on stage.maybe all too shiok uh.but yea,me and siti was just gasping for air amongst the crowd that was on stage.during 7years,i got pushed to the drumset.did you care? did you came over to help? NO.even during our set,my mind wasn't thinking of the songs or the lyrics or the enthusiasm.it was how pathetic this 'thing' is going.YOU NEVER BOTHERED COMING OVER,JUST A FEW STEPS TO HELP ME WHILE I FELL AND SCREAMED FUCK.i was brusied.3 huge mafaka bruises on my thighs.you still had the nerve to talk to debbie while she was playing.what was that all about.TELL ME.
if my friends didn't tell you what was happening,or why i was sad,upset or whatever,you wouldn't even care.only when my friend said to settle things with me.only then,you put your stupid pride and ego aside.how'd think i feel! bc boys like you don't care for grrls like me.
i've gone through this once,twice,and now again.you left me just like that.and you expect me to pick things up by myself.
hell yea,i'm upset.
i question myself so many times.
yesterday and today.
what did i do do deserve this.
i don't understand at all.
why ME.WHY!
munchies lyrics can always be related to how i'm feeling.
so here goes.
'you left me to pick me up.
pick me up from my wounds.
oh you and your picture perfect life'.
things are never fair for me.
only the person has the decision to make it fair.
crashed and burned,bruised and broken.
once again.
tell me that its over.
