So lets smoke some cigarettes;
And catch up on the back porch.

Heys.One word to summarise my day.TIRED! Heh.Had morning run.My legs are aching.Did all the streching and crap.Heh.Lessons were okays.Maths was super duper draggy i swear.Hah.Eelynn,Debbie,Karen,Sam and Kwek-t cut my frindge.Good ah.Heh.It's just a little bit shorter.Yeps.Left with sa and all to the market.Lunched there.Bugis for me after that.

Told *him to meet me at bugis but silly jimmy went to go city hall.Hehh! And we thought we could but tickets upstairs.Ended up going down again.HEH.Scoody doo 2 for us.Movie was okays.Better for me towards the end.=))) Headed to Tam pines after that.Toys 'r' us.Got my care bear.Bedtime bear.Hehh.Care bear SHARE! Hah.Send me to the interchange and we left.Back home alone again.Made honeywater for *him just now.All of them said it wasn't nice cause not enough honey.Thought it was okays.*He said it was okays.Hah.=))

Hmm.Having a slight obsession for yellowcard now.Good music and they have a violinist.Kinda cool.Diferent from other bands too.Heh.Hmmm.It's only thursday tomorrow.Having maths tutorial.Damn.Gonna sleep soon.It's been a long day.Love him plenty.=) Ltrs.

Kill me while I still believe that you were meant for me

To bed i'm drifting with you.

//You're the one I've been waiting on.
What took you, what took you so long?
I'd just about given up on this, oh yeah, oh yeah
Don't you wish that you could go and forget about me?
But that, but that'd be too easy.
Don't you know that you're all mine?
Mine, until, til the end of time.
Because now I've got you and I never wanna let you go.
You can try to run just remember that I told you so.

I look at you and I see myself;
Oh boy, boy do you need help.
Cause' your mind's as twisted as mine.
Never thought, never thought I'd find
Any man that could get me to bite at least every,
At least every night
So I'm afraid you're stuck with me,
Hope that makes you, hope that makes you happy
Because now I've got you and I'm never gonna let you go.
You can try to run just remember that I told you so.

Gonna keep you, gonna keep you for myself.//

Muni loves *him plenty.=))) Happy 1st week to US.

Cruel to be kind.

Heys.Hah.Been a long time since i blog.I'm actually getting sick of blogging.Heh.Yea.Haven't been on the net also.Brother finished his training at tekong already.So he'll be bumming at home for 10days.10 days without much use of the net.Heh.Can catch up on my studying.Heh.Yea.

Friday was sports day.Francis won.=) 4years already.Since my batch were sec1's.Didn't think we could win but we did it.Yay! Heh.But sports day was bloody boring.All i wanted was too sleep.Heh.The wheather was being such a bitch.First it was sunny,then it drizzled,then it was sunny.Ugh.

518 with veve.Headed to town to get Debbie's birthday present.Heh.We went to lucky plaza to go eat and talk first then we headed to peninsula.Heh.Yea.We were both so tired.Just kept walking around and stuff.Bought a trucker cap and some badges for debbie.=) Headed towards tampines to collect my jeans after that.The sky was pretty scary cause it was all grey.Heh.Tampines was crowded with sacians plese.Went home after that.Was really to tired to move around.Heh.The sky went pouring went i was at the interchange.Heh.Damn bloody scared i swear.Then got lightning and thunder.Oh nooo.Heh.Got home and sleep sleep.

Had tutorial in the morning.Social studies.Ugh.Called Debbie up in the morning and wished her.Yeps.Had tutorials in the geog room.Was bloody stuffy.Me and nic was just talking.Heh.Had band after that.The time was crawling! Played yellow moutain,welcome,djembe and autumn leaves last.Went home after that to sleep.Heh.Woke up to meet Deb and Veron after that.Headed towards kallang for the gig.

Met up with the guys.Walked all the way to the riverside.Saw rese and his bandmates.Saw dunno what band with this girl vocs.Heh.Was pretty boring.Super reluctant to sit at first cause i was scared my jeans would tear.HEH.Super tight please.Dunno how the women sew.Looks so tappered.Yea.We saw syahmi/sam.Hah.Deb and me went kinda crazy.He's not that tall.Heh.Yea.Then we sat next to pop whizee.=) Haha.The vocs was amazed with debbie's burp.And debbie made friends with her.Haha.Yea.Was just sitting at the grass and relaxing one corner.Heh.

Pop whizee played after that.Wanted to skank but we had bags and the crowd was..sweaty.Hah.Changed mine.Got pushed by sweaty asses.*He pulled me to the back after that.So we were just watching people skank and body surf.Heh.Yea.Debbie and veron left after that.So i was left with *him and his friends.Heh.*He was tired so he sent me off to the mrt then i went home alone.Got home and got scolded.Just whatever to my dad la.Old man.Heh.Used the phone and slept after that.

Suppose to start studying for social studies test tommorrow but i'm just fucking lazy.I have no mood also.Just because of a guy.He ruined everything.I don't hate him but i'm upset.Fuck you.Ltrs.

so close your eyes
and think of your life

Our hollowed past won't feed the wrong.

Heys.Hmm.Many stuff happened but i'm too lazy to type it out.Hehh.Many condolences to Debbie.Her dad passed away yesterday.Lost for words when Doug msged yesterday.Really pity Debbie.She keeps on telling me she misses her dad.Was reading the rasta book this morning.Was going to cry.It was all about her dad.'i want to spend my birthday with him.i want to tell him how i feel about my birthday'.And her birthday's this saturday.Sweet sixteen aint that sweet afterall.I feel so sad.Tried comforting her yesterday but i just makes me feel more lousy.I'm not good at all this comforting stuff.Sigh.

Went to the wake today.Met veron first.Caught up with Saini and Jamal after that.Those 2.Playful as always.Haha.Silly.Yea.Got to the place.Saw Ms lim with Joanna&Co.Payed respect to her dad.Sit outside and then we went back.Headed back to Tampines for LongJohns.Went home after that.*He waited with me after that.Sweet child.Hah.Appreciated that.Heh.I'm sleepy.I need sleep.Ltrs.

i feel so..

Speak and the devil appears.

Heys.Hah.Monday monday.I hate mondays i swear.Makes the day so draggy please.Was on the phone with *him.Put done after that.Was on the phone with Debs and Saini.Stupid debbie.I totally humiliated myself.=| Debbie lu bodoh!! Hah.Yea.Sleep sleep at 0300am.I need my beauty sleep.Grr.

School was alright.Came to school and copied maths homework.Heh.Couldn't be bother less please.Graphs and all those crap.Ugh.Had a long long lecture from mrs loh.She was making such a big fuss about us not going to the walkathon.Heh.Yea.I was in kl.Not a valid reason.Please! So now i have to put school first.Just whatever.She was such a nag.Really.Issued us Rtc forms.Hah.Hell no,i'm not gonna do it.Sac's so fucked i swear.

Maths was good.Got back our satistic test paper back.Pretty happy with the marks.16/25.Yay! Recess was..the school is killing us with their lousy food! Hah.I'm stuck with either kokocrunch or milo cereal everyday.Hah.This is shit.I want proper meals! Hah.Physics was fun cause they all kept making fun of mrs boo.Haha.Meanies.Really.Heh.Cme was really good.We played this water bomb kinda game.Throw balloons here and there.HAH.Deb was my partner in crime.He fingers are so small. she can't even hold the balloon properly.Hahaha.

Geog standard test.I think i'm gonna fail.Wrote out of point.Heh.Seriously,i don't give a fuck or two.Heh.Band band band after that.Was alright.Coached the sec1's.They were okays.Didnt' do combined today.Sir had a meeting.Straight home after that.=) Accounts partnership test tomorrow.Haha.I don't even understand.Must ask Eelynn to teach me.Heh.Accounts is not for lazy people.Uh huh..

Yeps.I've moved on.Really.I don't have any feelings for you anymore.It's over.Yea,i'm gonna admit that it was nice being around you and all.But for the wrong reasons.I'm sorry if i've hurt you or anything.Sorry it didn't have a proper ending.But,thanks.You were there when i needed someone.Its time you forget about whatever happened in the past year.

Finally found someone.=)) *Him+Me=Together forever? HAHA.Yes debbie? Haha.*pokes.Ltrs.

i wish i could mean all that you mean to me

I got the mic and you got the mosh pit.

Heys.Yay! Muni's back.Haha.Yeps.Reched home yesterday.Kl was alright.Wasn't as bad as i expected.Haha.Not alot of shopping was done.But still managed to get what i wanted,JEANS.Was on levis frenzy please.Haha.=) Nothing much there la.

Wednesday
All pack and left at 10.Wasn't really in the mood.Enjoyed the space i had behind the car.=) My small little crib.Heh.Borrowed my uncle's discman.Prolly would have died if i didn't have it.Heh.Was smsing,but my phone died on me cause it didn't have auto-roaming.Yea.Reached our apartment at about 0500pm.Slacked around and we were out again.Had tom yam soup for dinner.Heh.Went to chowket(?) after that.There wasn't much there.Back to the apartment cause my cousins was screaming.Heh.Msged *him after that.Sleep sleep after that.I swear my grandma snores like a motorboat.=|.It was so noisy.Grrr.Hah.

Thursday
Woke up.Played with my cousins.Dad drove up all to klcc.Yay.Shop,shop,shop.=) My mum and i were the happiest.The place is huge.All the branded stuff there.You name it,they got it.Gucci,prada,burberry.Hah.Shopped at topshop and yes,Levis.Hah.Finally got my jeans.Happy me.Wanted to go up to the petronas tower but they ran out of tickets.Yeps.Went to this indian place.It's like the serangoon malaysia style.Hah.My mum went shopping for grocerries.Hah.Back to the apartment cause my cousins wanted to eat.Was supposed to dinner at pasta fresca but changed planned.My uncle,auntie,dad,mum,maid and i headed to chinatown.Ate dinner first.Tom yam again.Heh.Chinatown was crowded.They just had clothes,clothes and more clothes.Hah.Wanted to get my stud belt but it was too short for my fat body.=| Hah.Back to the apartment.Msged *him.Talked with mum and fell asleep.

Friday
Woke up.Went to sunway.My cousins and autie went.My mum and me had shooping.Bought mary janes.Pretty contented with my shoes.=) Yea.Spent the whole day there.Went back after that.Was taking pictures of the Kl tower.My dad didnt let me use the camera! And he took a blurry picture of the petronas tower.So much for PRO photographer.Hah.My mum,dad and i went down to pasta fresca after that.Hah.Food was good but too much for me to finish up.Went back up,msged *him and slept.Was excited about going back home.

Saturday
Woke up early to pack and stuff.Left about 11.Drove up to port dickson.Ate lunch first.The beach was beutiful.So clear.=) And they had horses too.But i didn't ride them.Heh.My mum went shopping for souveniour tees.Hah.Headed back at 3.Reached Singapore at 8.Called debbie first.Haha.And msged *him.Went back to my auntie's for dinner.Got back and phoned debbie.Took care of my dad.That silly billy was sick.Hah.Talked to *him after that.Silly boy fell asleep.Heeee.

Today was just mainly sleeping.Hah.There's school tomorrow.Oh no..I don't want.And band.And geog standard test and maths.Oh no.I haven't done my maths yet.15qns.Hah.I'm so lazy i swear.I haven't even started studying for geog.Hah.I lost my rtc form.Hah.I can't remember where i put it.I hope they don't ask for it.Heh.Anyways,think i'm gonna go study.Ltrs.

Lost again.Somebody tell me how to get there.

Never Sometimes.

Heys.Gonna be gone till' saturday.I don't wanna leave.Will miss you guys loads.Hah.Debbie! My partner in crime.*pokes.Hah.Take care of him alright? Hah.Ahhh.Kl,kl here i come.

//Picking up the pieces that I've left behind.
I woke up today feeling older
and never so much better.
I know I talk in circles.
I never wanted to avoid your conversation.

You see yourself in my eyes.
Another day has passed us by.
The more time I spend, the less I see of you.

I'll never take it back.
Your voice is like an angel
Guiding over every move that I make.
I'll never want it back
The direction that you gave me.
Nothing can replace what I gained.

You see yourself in my eyes.
Another day has passed us by.
The more time I spend, the less I see of you.

Time grabs me by the shoulders.
No one knows how it feels to move over.
I know I'm still far from you
And it feels like I'm still far from home.

My name is a disappointment.
I only disappoint myself.
If only I could hold this moment
Kept away from everyone else.

Please don't change.
I know I've made mistakes.
It's been this way a hundred times.
You're getting old and so am i.
Please don't change.//

New found glory kick ass.

When you lose a part of yourself
To somebody you know
It takes a lot to let go

Broken Promise Ring.

Heys.Just had the urge to blog.Hah.Was reading my past entries.All i do is brag about my days.Daily rantings and all those shit.Heh.Yea.The day's been rather sleepy.Was talking to Debbie till 0615am.Hah.Our conversation was pretty dumb cause' i was already half asleep by then.I suddenly wake up and scold her.Haha.Slept thru' till 10 and replied all my msgs.On the phone with him for lunchtime.Went back to bed and up at 7.Dad's coming home tomorrow.So i'm going on wednesday.I don't wanna leave! Heh.

Tonight's acoustic night.All my acoustic mp3's are in a playlist.Heh.Sigh.I really don't want to leave.And i need a bloody discman.Anyone willing to borrow? I want brown velcro jack purcells! I need shoes.If i have all the money in the world i'll spend them on shoes.HAH.Sigh.I think i'm moving on pretty alright.I think we should avoid each other.I'm feeling much better this way.Without you.Ltrs.





Larger photos uploaded in Munirah&Debbie.


but it's better where you're going anyway

Super Hyperspastic.

Heys.Just typed an entry just now.Then my house got blackout.Sial.Then everything gonee.Oh gone.Hah.Yea.Weekend's been good.Hah.Yeps.Slept late on friday night.Talked to Jamal till 2+? Yeps.Slept after that.Sectional outing the next day.

Woke up late.Met up with the rest of them later.Trained down to meet tiffy then the rest.Walked down the cine to take prints and more prints.Met debbie after that.Suppose to go meet Jamal only but Saini tagged along.Bleahs.Haha.Debbie down there smiling to herself.Hehh.Tiffy and Justine tagged along too.Heh.Met them at lucky plaza.Haha.Went to the arcade and i got scared by that Jamal.GRR.Then the mats laugh at me.Pussiesss.Haha.Headed to fareast afterthat.

Splitted with them for awhile.Walked to starbucks.And Khai! Hah.I swear debbie and i made a fool out of ourselves.Hehh.We ran thru the first door to the 2nd door and i hit debbie's bum and the glass door crashed.Whoopsiee.Hah.And people think that we were weird.Heh.Met up with the guys after that.Heh.Smoke smoke then we walked around.Went to go eat.Heh.And we didn't even finish our food.Bleahs.Waste money.

Then we went round and round and landed going to burger king toilet.And then we say Khairi! Wheee.Went to the toilet and we got out fast fast! Haha.Then then then!! Saini went towards him and his other friend.Then we went there tooo!! Haha.Hehh.And both of them were there! Hehh.Yea.Haha.Yishun-ers unite! Haha.Oh nooo.Fuck.Haha.I don't think his name is even khairul! its KHAIRUN! Hehh.Whatever la.Obsession i swear.Yea.The guys went off for jamming after that.We had our frappies and back to tampines.Home at 11.Watched tele,online,phoned with max then with Jamal till 4.Hehh.Sleep sleep after that.

Sunday.Rese asked me to go to his gig.Missed skafest.Can't be bother actually.Hehh.Went with veron.Heh.Their band kick ass.=) Really good drummer and he's only 13! Hahaha.Went down to eat.Went to meet rese after that.Drank at starbucks afterthat.Hehh.KhaiRUN made my rhumba.Yeps.Just walked around.Penin and back to borders.Hehh.Met up with rese again and then we went home together.Haha.That fella so rubbish la.Hah.Yea.Bahh.Going to KL on Thursday.Not happy about going already.Heh.No incubus.And Mosh Launch is on the 18th! Pop Whizeee!! Oh nooo.Hah

Yeps.Its like in the wee hours of the morning.Talking to debbie.Haha.Both of us not tired please.Hehh.I have a new hobby and it's not good.Don't be addicted Muni.Hehh.Okok.I HOPE i won't be.Hehh.Anyways,farn sorry about just now.Had a blackout.Another time alright? Yea.Heh.New phone and line for me yesterday.Hehh.Change all my number to this one:94792101.Hah.0530am faster come.Hehh.Ltrs.

wish I was too dead to cry

Nitendo 89.

Heys.Hah.Finally get to blog.Yeps.Hmm.Thursday last day of school.Didn't do anything much.Went home straight after to school to sleep.Heh.Oh.And ya.Landed myself in Rtc with some other girls.I had to pay 2bucks for a lousy hairband.Daylight robbery please.Yea.Day was alright after that.Addicted to Adrian Mole.Hah.Such a stupid book but i'm attracted to it.Hah.

Today was suppose to meet danielle at 11am but i got up late.In the end i was waiting at the control station.=| Hah.Suppose to meet Nic too.But she took so long.Had Veron to talk to me.Hah.Yea.Saw farhan.He looks alright.Yea.Met up with both of them and we went to Veron's place.Haha.Played Warning and slacked around.Waited for Debbie to come and we did more shit.Hah.Yea.Nic had to go.So left me and debs.Watched finish the New Found Glory Dvd.Haha.Damn silly la.Hah.Continued with The Ataris Dvd.We were just making fun of Kris Roe.Hahaha.=) Went home.

Bahh.I don't understand why the hell i have to sleep so early even if it's a school holiday or a weekend.Ugh.Such nags i swear.Grrr.Sectional outing tomorrow.Gonna meet Debs and Jamal after that.Hope we'll have fun.Hah.Yeps.Read thru' some Irc logs.The ones which i kept.The one with our chats.Still thinking wheather i should keep it or delete it.Hah.So much memories.But i guess i shouldn't be holding on.Ltrs.

i have come to shut you out and the God i fear above

Everything wet; pillow with tears
Sheets with sweat. I'm tired.

Heys.Been raining monkeys and donkeys since yesterday.Haha.Bleahs.My mum didn't sign my progress report.She was being such a nag about it.I want my dad now.Ugh.She made me so angry okays.All she knows is how to bloody hell discriminate me.Oh well,whatever.That's life.Full of shit from your parents.Babble,babble bitch bitch.

Yesterday was oh so boring.Debbie didnt come to school.GRR.But she had loads of problems.Poor child.Yea.Dismissed at 12.15pm.Wanted to take a train down but we were late.Sam,sa,me.Cabbed down to tampines.Bought snacks and went to tampines stadium.It drizzled.Then we were under the red hot moon.Haha.Waited for my event and stuff.Haha.Everyone was all so darn panicky.Me? Relek one corner suah.It's only a run.Hehh.We got in 3rd.=) Our class did great actully.Mostly all 2nd and 3rd.Medly 1 we got 1st.=)) Haha.Tampines mall after that.Bumped into my mum.Went home with her.Phoned with Jamal till 12.Sleep sleep sleep.3am bugger never bug me anymore.Thank god.

Broke down in malay class.Was so angry with my mum cause if the progress card.Tahan her for a long time already.Sighh.Don't know la.Tried not to let it bother me.Ohh,Passed my physics test.=) 10/20.I still passed.Happy me.RE was boring boring.Debbie telling me her saini story.Angry with him.He asked me to shut up when i ask about him and debbie.Like waddahell? Wanna show me fucking attitude.GRR.Maths test.Ahhhh.Pengs.Didn't had enough time.Hope i get marks for qns 2 and 3.I didnt do qns 1.Don't even know what they question was talking about.Hah.

Had tuition with hildya.Learned a new topic.Hah.Transformation or something.Hah.Finish at 4.15.Slacked abit and then went to sleep.Hah.Bah.Rtc tomorrow.Didn't put my article book on the table.Mission impossible for muliana and me in the early morning.Wish us luck.Ltrs.

confusion cripples me unto my element of control unsureness.

She likes the boys with the bands.

Hey ho.Monday monday today's monday.GRR.So many things due tomorrow and i'm so lazy to even lay a finger on them.Hah.7 articles due tomorrow.Mircrosoft Words my savior.Hah.Auto summarised all my articles.Call me a cheater,i ain't giving a shit.Heh.Social studies essay to do.Nahh.I haven't started yet.

Today was okays.The day pass real quickly.Studied for Accounts today.Eelynn was helping me.Silly girl.I think she got kinda confused herself.Hah.Cme was fun cause we had to draw our husbands and say what qualities they have in them.Sa was being a little too much.Haha.I drew a nice punkrocker guy.Complete with piercings and guitars.Haha.=)) Hmm.Accounts test was alrights.My amount for the adjusted net profit was still the same.=| And it's oh so wrong.The balance sheet was alright cause my answer and madeline's answer were the same.I didn't balance though.=( Hah.Hope i'll be able to pass.Haha.Veron's pretty piss with Steph aw cause she's a freaking poser.Haha.I KNOW SKA.Hah.Wanna Aquabats.What sia.

Band was good.Did pretty much of nothing.Coached the Sec 1's.Was also studying for maths test on wednesday.I have to pass or i'll be one big fucking loser.Hahh.Ohh.Was planning what to get in Kl.Didn't wrote much.Just had JEANS.AND JEANS.Hah.Jeans is a must get.Yay.=) Realised Veron and Nic is also going there.=)) Hope i'll bump into them.Woowhee.Yups.Friday no school.Yayness please.Saturday we're gonna go out with the boys and sunday is skafest.Hah.Oh ya! Yesterday this bugger was calling me at 3am in the morning! Who the hell calls me at 3am!! When i'm half awake.He's a freako.And i'm scared of him.Lu bodoh Lu bodoh.I sleeping ah.Hah.

I still have a progress card to sign.My mum's gonna screamo at me.=| Hah.Have to go run run run tomorrow.Its taking up my Galare day! Hah.Dearest debbie's not coming tomorrow.=( I'm gonna be alone.*pokes pokes.I have to run.Ughh.So damn lazy to drag my feet.And it's only 8x50m.I always want the easy way out.Hurrr.Cause i'm muni the lazy.Thank you.Thank me.Ltrs.

I guess our eyes they'll never meet

Now you dug your grave and its bitch hunting season.

Heys.Week's been draggy.Friday finally came.Hah.Well,friday was alrights.Couldn't wait for school to end cause i really wanted to go for band.Hah.Can't sms in class.Changed sitting arrangement.Don't know why my row seems to be more front.=|.Yeps.Got back our Accounts test back.Failed again.but i'm pretty proud of myself cause the fail wasn't that bad.7/16.Effort paid off.Most of them were careless mistakes.Hah.

Band was good.Tidied up Autumn Leaves and had brass sectional after that.Went home and slacked.My father was really disappointed with my brother.He didn't do well.But managed to pull thru' to University or something.He's gonna retake his A's again.Sigh.Yeps.Yesterday had band again.Ran thru' all the songs that we were gonna play for the walkathon.Played a new song too.And i don't like it.Hey Jude.Grr.Oldies please.Bleahs.

Trip to KL is comfirmed.I don't like the dates.17th-20th March.Tried telling my mum i had the walkathon thing to perform for but she started shouting at me saying no no.And i have stupid social studies class on the 19th also.But she wouldn't listen.Rahhh.Then i go for band and learn all the new songs for what sia? It's just a waste of time.I hate having to prioritise.But i think i should be happy cause i'd be on a shopping spree and they'll be sitting under the hot sun with their band uniforms.Oppsy.Hah.And i can't see incubus.=( Aye,That's sad okays.There goes Brandon Boyd.Once in a lifetime and it's gone.=((

Hmm.Debs been emo these days.Hah.She wasn't too happy about her accounts marks and the boys have been upset also.Been distracted with their band.Jamal told us that it's falling apart.Hah.Poor boy.Heh.Yea.Debbie's just love sick.Debbie,love can be hurtful but it can be beautiful at times yea? =) Anyways gotta go do up my week's due of compo and study for accounts test tomorrow.Ltrs.

alright, no need to fight
'cause everybody's different

Now show me the world seen from the stars.

Heys.Bleahs.Not in the mood today.Since yesterday.I thought today would be a better day.Nope.In fact,it was worst.Yesterday night was giving Jamal an attitude.Felt really guilty.School today was okays.Hangover since last night.Didn't feel any better.Was smsing Debs.Poor girl was down too.THe girls are not in the mood.

Physics test was alright.Manage to do.Think i'll pass.Heh.After recess was maths.MATHS.I give up i swear.Sighh.Anyways.After maths i didn't had any mood already.Yea.Dreams do come true.A few days ago i dreamt that i flunk my stupid maths test.1/40.True enough,i got 1/30 for the test.And she can state there what i have i been doing? Obviously studying.Bahh.Never gotten this low before.And i have to let my parents sign.Crazy.I'll get a fucking long lecture and that's not what i want right now.

Yeps.Emotions do get the better of me.Broke down in the toilet.And infront of everyone else.This is shit.Been so moody lately and have been giving everyone my lousy attitude.All of them don't even deserve it.Hey.What's going on? No idea.Been distracted i guess.Didn't even sign my progress card yet.Sighh.Hey what went wrong? Hey i dunno why,i might as well try.Ltrs.

Why didn't I recognize that everything was never fine?

From sorrow to serenity, the truth is absolution.

Heys.Ughh.I'm missing my hair.So long,so thick.Now it's so thin,so thin.OH SO THIN.=( I got a pathetic pony tail cause it's super thin.=(( Hair ah hair.I miss you so.Hair faster grow.Faster faster.I miss my hair so so so much.=((((*whines.Anyways,my singtel line has been cut cause my mum didn't pay the bill.Grr.Anything msg my starhub one.

I'm so pmsy these days.Throwing my bloody tantrums at everyone.Shouted at WeiWei this morning cause she was sitting at my place.=| Feeling guilty.Grrr.Was going up the stairs during recess.Was actually rushing cause we were already late for class.Bloody hell,i feel down.Scraped my knee.I never fail to malu myself after recess.Last week i feel also.Heh.Bio was extreamly long today.Dreaded it.And all i wanted to do was sleep.Sigh.Mrs tay didn't come so we did some stupid worksheet.Bleahs.

Peninsula plaza after school.Met up with the boys and their trumpeter for a while then we splited.Yeps.Bought buttons for veron's birthday present.And we this button that said Punk Lives.Haha.It was so dumb cause we didn't see this small word that said destroy.So the button actually said Punk destroys lives.=\ Hehh.Walked thru' city link and then at esplanade.Was feeling all so emo.Bahhh.Screw emo.

Met bubu and her friends at Long John's bedok.Sat there for some time and went home after that.I'm so tired.The boys these days like not giving a damn about us already.Kinda sad.Haha.Never thought i would say this but i miss Maxxy waxxy,Cammy wammy,Iggy wiggy.I want to express my happiness.Arghh! Everyone's all so down.I'm being so fucking emo now.Its the hormones i swear.Debs.Everything will be alrights.You pray and i'll pray hard too.I know you love him plenty but just be strong yea.=) Muni's here.English workshit to finish up.This is shitty.Friday,faster come.I need you.Ltrs.

Whats left of the dreams we had?
Whats left of the hope we had?
Nothing, nothing at all

Hold your breath because you only make things worse.

Heys.Bahhh.So tired tired please.I really want to sleep and sleep and sleep and my mum can complain about sleeping too much.Sheesh.Hehh.School was okays.Half the time my eyes just wanted to close.Progress card today.I think it's okays.Failed 3 subjects.Malay,Accouts and Biology.Heh.Lousy me.But the comment was rather straight forward.Said that i was too distracted and playful.Pardon me,but if i weren't too loud,the class would be so dead.GRR.

Oh oh oh.I passes bio standard test! Yayness.Hahah.The studying paid off.=) It wasn't that good pass.Borderline but at least it's a pass.Hehh.Social studies was the most boring.She said that we're giving a lame excuse to fail our exams.Why? cause we weren't ready when she came into class.What the fuck? That wasn't lame.The only thing lame about social studies is her.Rah! Accounts has always been relax session.Hehh.We got back our correction of error test.Eventhough i didn't pass but i guess it's the effort la.I studied for it and i got a 7.5/18.Mostly all careless mistake.I never can pass stupid accounts.

After school was just sleeping in class.Stupid debbie kept on disturbing me.Keep on making fun of me! Haha.I always kena this rubbish crap.She watch it ah.Make fun of her and her hunny bunny.Ahaks.Yea.Anyways i'm gonna bastard her.HEH.Yea.Went for tutorials after that.Was super sleepy and all the close passage was easy.Debs came over after that.She used the comp while i slept.Hah.Guess she had fun with her hunny bunny.HAH.Yea.

Compo to do.Lazy ah.Wrote a paragraph already.Hehh.Still got somemore paragraphS to go.Heh.Alamak.My father wanted to read the rasta book just now.Oh noooo.Then i say cannot read.The he said what got secret secret.I mean come on la.I need my privacy.Then he's sitting at my room now.I want to use the phone and conference.=(( Trying my best to move on and forget everything.I want to start a new.Without you by my side. Anyways think i'm gonna finish my compo.Ltrs.

So now I'm sure I'd like to make
you feel the way I felt that day
If only I could do that to you
maybe it would prove
that we are still the same

Covered with ants.

Heys.Hmm.Been quite some time since i update.Heh.Been lazy and tired.Hmm.What's new.Been on a phone marathon for 3 days straight.Hah.Friday,Jamal.Cousin's 21st was okays.She looked great and the venue was perfect.Good view of Marina.Yeps.Called Rese up after that.Hogged till 430am.Had a few hours of sleep and woke up for class.Yeps.Yesterday night was on the phone with Jamal.Haha.=))

Canossian Saints' day today.Half day.WoowHee.Changed plans.Was suppose to go bowling with Geri,Sam,Sa.Headed to town cause me and debbie gonna meet Husaini and Jamal.Hahaha.Went to go trim my hair before that.Hehh.Half the population of sacians were heading towards town.Grrr.Breakfast at Lucky plaza and met up with veron after that.Khai not working today.Yeps.Walked in and out of Far East.Bumped into Tiffy and Cheryl.Hah.Met those 2 monkeys after that.Hahaha.Husaini so playful okays.Hahaha.At least Jamal wasn't that bad.Hahaha.Saini abit spastic la.Hehh.

Headed towards Heeran to meet the rest.They were taking Prints.Haha.I was sleeping at one of the bench and Husaini came and hit my head.Haha.Stupid fool.Hurrr.Walked around and veron got her ataris dvd and we went to centrepoint to get free drink at coffee bean.Haha.Down to cine.Jamal was kind enough to get me famous amos brownies.Hah.And he even carried my bag.Hehh. Back home at 630.Suppose to meet rese but too lazy.Honk honk pling plang pling plang.

Oh yay yay.Kl,kl here i come.Maybe going on the 16th.Then maybe i'll bump into Incubus.Wooooohooohoooo.Brandon boyd.That's what i called super duper hotness.*faints.Hahahah.I'm gonna plan a shopping list on what to get.I need JEANS please.Maybe i'll get a bag too.And i'm getting another care bear.Care bear SHARE.=).School tomorrow ah.Lazy lazy lazy.Relek one corner SUAH.Ltrs.

Walk home,
Drowning these memories in the rain
Biting my lip to transfer this pain