Oh how,my heart sings suicide.
*Dance Hall Crashers-Lost again.
Heys.Saturday's plan have been ruin/spoiled.Whatever it is.I'm stuck at home.Thanks to the god damn maid who think she was so smart,decided to ran away after the shout my mother gave her.So here's how the story goes.
When i was sleeping yesterday,she cleverly took the house keys and went out and never came back.My uncle wanted to be private investigor so we all played.I was the operator while he was the PI.The bloody phone kept on ringing.How irratating.Anyways,had tuition.Then my cousin and me went for an adventure.We walked round and round.Still couldn't find the maid.So we both went home.My gradma wanted to play so much in the game too.So we gave her the investigator part.She went to the maid's friend house to go check.My mum came home furious.Everyone was home by then.Even Copral Omar.
My auntie's husband AKA my uncle and my mum went to go to the police.Then someone called and said that the maid was underneath some block.So Copral Omar and my other uncle went.And so,i was the operator again.Called my mum and told her where the maid was.They brought her home.She STONED.She pretended as if nothing happened.Being cautious as ever,my clever other uncle went to go bring all the knives into my grandma's room.The maid was then called for.
My mother kept her cool and talked to her nicely on why she ran away.She said she was terrified of my mum and she couldn't afford to pay the $990 that she stole(it was more than that!).Anyways,my auntie's husband AKA my uncle called the police.So they came.Took statement and blah blah blah.From 1030pm-0100am.Every word that came out from the maid's mouth was either
kawan or
tak tau.She kept on denying.My mother wants to persue this in court.And not only did she STEAL,she used my old line to make outgoing calls to bangla workers from the town council.When my mother got back the list of traced call that she got,she called most of them and all of them were men.And that outgoing calls accumulated to $1200+.Now,who's gonna pay.You may say where did she get my sim card? SHE STOLE! And the policeman was interrigating me like there's no tomorrow.Say that i don't have responsibility.Luckily i didn't take the pillow and throw it at his face.They took her back to jail.She can never step into singapore again.Hah.That's all pretty exciting eh? Runaway maid.HAH.
Everyone went home safe.I was too blame at the end.WHY? cause when she left,i was sleeping.WHY? cause i let her take my sim card.So yes,it's my fault.BLAH.Watched some vcd with my mum and went back to the room.Heh.Hilmann's going into ns on tuesday.POLICE.So maybe if my auntie is kind enough,she'll let me tag along.Mr soon to be POLICEMAN,i'll see you.Why do you have to go? I feel friendless.=((
TRUST is all gone.I should've seen all the signs.So many.When you asked me that time.What if your bestfriend loves her guy alot but the guy likes someone else.I dunno what i replied but last night,i remembered that it was this senario.How long have this been? It's tit for tat.No wonder you kept rubbing salt into the wound.If you had told me earlier,i may not be so angry.I'm furious now.
If we were to talk things out,god dammit,i'll give you a tight slap on the face.WHY?! Cause you deserve it for hiding everything from me.Bestfriends don't do that.I told you
EVERYTHING about how i felt.Thru' sms,rasta book,phone,face to face.You could have told me.But you refused.You lied about hussein not answering your call on that wednesday night til' we went to joey's party.I kept my cool.I didn't wanna make something small become big.I knew all along you were hiding so many things from me.Or else you would tell me why he broke up with me.When you told me,there was abit of hesitation from you.
The fact that he could remember your number and remember clearly who you are says all.The fact that he can't even remember he's ex-girlfriend's number.He called me PETTY.He said he wanted only to stay friends? Friends with who? YOU OR ME? The answer is staring right in your face.You can't imagine how i'm feeling right now.Why am i ALWAYS the fool in the end.Like i said earlier on,i should've seen it coming.I can forgive you but i can't trust you anymore.If you want me to trust you again,earn it back.Ltrs.
your little lies,your little lies,i can't believe
