Moments from mourning.

verbs and nouns.

Monday, July 25, 2005

PAGAN POETRY.

*Death cab for cutie-Lightness.


i hate mondays,period.

i hate where i'm sitting.
i don't like my 'partner'.
she's so lazy la fuck.
sleep,sleep,sleep.
you'll be as whiny as me if you sat next to her.
she plays with her stupid tongue stud by grinding the ball to her teeth.
I ALSO GOT FUCKING TONGUE PIERCING LA.
BUT I DON'T GO ARD GRINDING THE STUD ON MY TEETH
AND SHOWING IT OFF.
disgusting whore.

that's my 2cents worth.
there'll be more to come.
that's if she does something and not sleep.

somebody save me.

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

THE LOVE SCENES GRAFTED TO THE SKY.

*Underoath-I'm content with losing.

Baybeats o5' was good.
eventhough i couldn't make it for all 3days,
i settled for day2 and it was :D
great company,great performances.
couldn't ask for anything more.

Saturday was lose all your babat day.
Walk so much,Sweat so much,Mosh too much.
I thought i was gonna faint after LMB played reconcile.
Fell so many times,bruises on my legs/body.
Yellow shoes to grey shoes,blue jeans to dusty jeans.
The atmosphere was undescribable.
While we were in the pit,there were fireworks from the parade.
It was really pretty. :)
The aftermath of it all.

i'm such a procrastinator.
I SAID I WAS GONNA START MY WORK AT 0930!
LOOK AT THE TIME.
IT'S TIME FOR CSI.
YEEHAAWWWW!

Malay N'level orals tmr.
die,die,die.
Melayu saya tidak bagus.
god bless me.

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

MUNCHIES AT NINE,
YOUR CHERRIES WILL SHINE.

*Refused-Summerholidays Vs. Punkroutine.

Look into the mirror,i don't see myself anymore.
(a stranger staring back at me,how has this come to be)
Empty eyes and sealed lips,no clues to where you've been.
(no clues to where you've been)
Devoid of feelings i've become,to depression only i succumb.
(to depression only i succumb)
Seeking comfort in this place,no one understands.

A marionette without her strings,
a silent films play before me.
Displaying all her acts,
before.

Put out all lights,
just coldness and the dark.
Tear up all the hope i see.
Bring back the love,
don't let it trap inside your fragile heart.

Look outside my window,i don't see myself anymore
(the cold wind slaps my tired face,tonight i'll pray for my solace)
My tattered skin and withered smile,shows no clue to where i've been.
(no clue to where you've been)

BURN YOUR REFLECTIONS,
BURN ALL THE LIES.

i miss munchies at nine.

Monday, July 11, 2005

SALLY FOREWORNING.

*Jem-24.


AND ITS IRONIC TOO.
CAUSE WHAT WE TEND TO DO.
IS ACT ON WHAT THEY SAY.
AND THEN IT IS THAT WAY.
I'M SORRY,SO SORRY.
I'M SORRY,IT'S LIKE THIS.


I WANT TO BE A FUDGE MAKER
AND OWN A STRAWBERRY FARM.
I CAN MAKE STARWBERRIES COATED WITH FUDGE.
yummehhhhhhh. :D
this all was only wishful thinking,
this all was only wishful thinking.


123,321.muni,muni no.1.
k bye.

Sunday, July 10, 2005

GO,GO,GO,GO,AWAY FROM HERE.

*Death from above 1979-Do it.

its monday tomorrow.
where school life repeats and repeats
like how blood brothers is on repeat.

tokyo wind kosei is coming this friday i think. :D
i miss band and their band music.
heard thier playing phantom of the opera.
hope the part's easy for jolene
she's playing barry now. :))

i hate my mood swings.
one minute i can be nice,
the next,if i'm quiet that means i'm irritated.
sdfawfhnuqifnewulfnmwe.
fucking raging hormones.

i spent the whole day actually doing my homework.
i didn't even have a cat nap.
in between that, i cooked and got apek ice cream for myself.
every sunday should be spent like this.
my social life is gone.
oh wow.

OMG,i saw a cockroach giving birth.
it had its white babies all over its fugly tummy.
eww,eww,ewww!
-cringe.

WHAT IS LOVE,WHAT IS SCAM
WHAT IS SUN,WHAT IS TAN.
fuck,blood brothers is the shit.
OK GO.

Wednesday, July 06, 2005

SAD PONY GRRL.

*Xiu Xiu-I luv the valley oh.

MALINA!
you sick child you!
i don't put lemon on my hair.
its just naturally brown!
:D
mort!

someone's calling me doraemon.
eventhough i'm not blue. :(
row away you!

english n'level orals later.
wish me luck kids.
ahhhhhh.
die la muni,die.

Monday, July 04, 2005

LIAR,LIAR.

*Tiger Army-Incorporeal.

gahhh.school's been draining really.
and the reason why i havent been updating cos i'm just lazy.plus keeping 2 blogs is hard.

yesterday was spent quite alrite.
first time in weeks since i went out.
woodlands for rock fest.
168 with nihaad and zad.
met adella and many other people.
oh fie,you guys did good ok. :)

borders to meet siti and edday.
'surprised' her with a cake that nihaad baked.
yummeeehhh cake it was.
siti wanted to eat nasi after that.
so we headed over to far east but the shop was closed.
burger king.
i have a new toy!
it's this human torch guy.haha
it lights up.cool shit.
took a bus and i dunno where we stopped.
just went home straight.
BUT.
fie was taking his time.lol.
so i waited and waited and waited.
home.SO THE STORY GOES.

my mum has been on my back eversince the my precious cd launch.
because..because.i know,you know.
so i can't go out.
therefore,i can't mc for this friday's gig.
which i really wanted to do.
:(((((((
sucks.

bestfrienddd,
i'm sorry i've been complacent lately.
but thanks for listenin to my constant whining.
thank youuuuuuu!
(insertjumpingninjaturtle)
:))

we are SO over.
so pls,stop making me sound desperate.
like you're the air that i need and without you i'd die.
PLS.
i've had enough of you already.
i don't need you.
stop giving me msgs and wasting youre msgs on me.
and i'm nothing more than a line in your book.

kthnxbye.