Moments from mourning.

verbs and nouns.

Sunday, November 28, 2004

I'LL TAKE YOU EVERYWHERE.

*Funeral for a friend-Red is the new black.

I'm still a lousy teapot.OK.

Gig yesteday was alright i guess? I dunno.We did and tried our best.If it was bad,we're sorry cos it was too last minute and we had so many songs to learn in such a short period of time.Hope you guys understand.=)

ZUL! Remember how we first met? Remember i whined when i said why you had to go to jb? Remember how i asked you to play for us? Remember our first jamming? YOU SAID I WANTED TO BRING YOU HOME! HAHA.Remember when i said i'll bring honeystars and then you said we eat it at the hawker stall? Remember our first gig at republic? No double pedal=no finch! Remember how dani rolled over the hill? Remember how we piled up? Remember how you didn't know what petite what was? BON APPETIT! HAHAHA! Remember how siti scratched you and left you that ugly mark? Remember how we had that little renunion at pasir ris? THIS IS BULLSHIT! HAHAHAHA! Remember how we fought? I dunno what was it about but we both got so angry at each other.I'M SORRY FOR THAT.I THINK IT WAS MY FAULT.HEH.Remember when debbie,you and i conferenced? HAHA.FUNNY LA! Remember just a few weeks ago,i saw you at lucky plaza,remember i gave you the rose? Remember you told me that you plucked the petals and put it in a bottle? Remember 3days ago when i saw you again,you had blonde hair! HAHA.Remember when i asked you to piggy back me? YOU DID.AND I THANK YOU FOR THAT.Remember you had fun pushing debbie to the plants? HEH.Remember we all had fun playing in the rain? Remember yesterday? i'm sorry that we gave you so much pressure.To learn 10songs in such a short time.I'm sorry we made you angry.I owe you another rose.I'm sorry you had to pay for the double pedal.We tried to ask around,everyone tried their best.I hope you had fun these few days despite all the things that happened.Thanks for everything,really.Without you,there wouldn't be any gigs for munchies.I'm gonna miss you plenty plenty.HAHA.Remember the hug? HEH! =)) OH ZUL.WE'LL SEE YOU SOON,double pedal king.RENUNION SOON! YOU COOK FOR US!

SITI,YOU DON'T SCREECH.YOU SCREAM! To hell with them who said you screeched.DOPES! HEH.REMEMBER THE COHEED AND CAMBRIA MEDLEY! I WANT TO DO MORE! Heh.DANI AND NIHAAD! THANK YOU for being there since day 1! ZAD! thank you for playing for us last minute.Without you,no try honesty and cute without the e.Thanks to everyone who came and supported us eventhough it wasn't really a good set.

Band the whole week! Wednesday's the only day i'm free.PFFRT.Results day is coming.I'm scared.=/ Hoping for the best,just hoping SOMETHING HAPPENS.Something good happens that is.Oh yes,anyone got photos of us? Haha.Pass it thru' msn or mail me.Ltrs.

Friday, November 26, 2004

BURN OUT,NOT FADE AWAY.

*The Blood Brothers-Siamese gun.

MUNCHIES AT NINE.
27th Novermber 2004
9pm,outside paragon.

HELLO! I'M STILL A TEAPOT.HAHA.

Songs you'll hear tmr.(hopefully)
Offsprings-The kids aren't alright.
Tsunami Bomb-Say it if you mean it.
Taking Back Sunday-Timberwolves of new jersey.
Mad caddies-Preppie girl.
Tsunami Bomb-Rusian roulette.
Taking Back Sunday-Cute without the e.
Tsunami Bomb-The invasion from withing.
Billy Talent-Try honesty.
Billy Talent-Line&Sinker.
Senses Fail-Martini kiss.
(Okays,i cannot remember the rest.BURN!)

Been going jamming for 2days straight.Worned out already.Tomorrow's the actual thing.Hpe we won't screw it up cos it's all so last minute.Stupid cramps ain't helping either.Took painkiller.DIE CRAMPS DIE! I'm too tired to type actually.HAH.

HELLO ZUL,HELLO SITI,HELLO DEBBIE,HELLO VEVE,HELLO ADEL,HELLO MUNI!HELLO MUNCHIES! HELLO,GOODBYE.

Tuesday, November 23, 2004

Why won't you wear your new trenchcoat?

*The Stills-Love and death.

I'M A LITTLE TEAPOT,SHORT AND STOUT.
HERE IS MY HANDLE,HERE IS MY STOUT.
WHEN I HEAR THE WATER HEAR MY SHOUT!
'TIP ME OVER AND POUR ME OUT!'

Now,who would be me tea?

This whole week was..like that la.Visit everyday! Wednesday,friends came over.Thursday,SHUTTERS! Lovely,lovely day.=) Friday!! ADVENTURE DAY! YES DEBBIE? hehehehehehe.SATURDAY! Went to my father's side.YESTERDAY,my auntie's place.Ate,went to suntec with my brother.STUPID BOY! Walk around suntec,cannot find.Town! Splitted after that.Met eric,inn.Joined zad and the indie kids.Rushed home.Bumped into yishun people.

TODAY,AKU SICK AND TWISTED LIKE TWISTIES.AKU GIVE THE UNCLE 10BUCKEROOS AND NEVER TAKE MY CHANGE.AKU MEMANG BODOH.More sex,more goodbye's.

You have a broken teapot.THANK YOU.

Sunday, November 14, 2004

The colour photographs are fading away.

*My Vitriol-Always,your way.

Another day is gone
Some other time maybe I'd come out
And step into the sun
A little time ago
I didn't wanna see us falling out
but everything has gone

I wish I could, Sometimes I wish I would
Always your way
You want it all, I did everything I could
Always your way

I'm talking to the walls
I guess it seems that all the wait is gone
But everything is numb
And in my broken jar
All the remains are watered down
And I'm starting to drown

I wish I could, Sometimes I wish I would
Always your way
You want it all, I did everything I could
Always your way.

Hello.This song is on my repeat.I like.Okays.Been doing nothing lately.Only went to school on tuesday cause' of band.My brother got admitted to the hospital also.Puenomia.Poor boy.He's been keeping me up all night with his coughing.(i share room with my bro!) Yea.And we have to use the fan also.Ugh.

Had jamming on friday.Was okay.I think siti and i were the only one enjoying ourselves.Shiok sendiri right siti? lols.Walked around city link after that and back home.Am supposed to get shoes yesterday but my mum say we're on a budget.So yea,hello the same shoes for 2yrs straight.

I've been up watching austin powers.(TANYA! i found your cds!) At least that's keeping me happy.Plus the last few days i've been going to the mosque,i saw this little grrl.She's really pretty and cute and sweet.HEE.I also want her! No,i want to be a little grrl back again.

Okay.Selamat hari raya to all.May you get many green packets and get fat eating all the kuihs! Which reminds me,i have alot of days to pay back for my fasting.HEH.Yea.Dunno about the gig yet.It's still not comfirm.Oh wells.I miss my karaoke set.Can plug in my mic and sing to my old n'sync and britney cds.HAHAHA.

I hate what i'm feeling again.This is when i get angry at everybody and get so fucked up.It's the pms hangover i tell you.GRR.I'm annoying my ownself.Don't ask me why i'm behaving in such a way.I'm annoyed/jealous/angry/frustrated/sad.OK.i think these are my feelngs.RUN,RUN WHILE YOU CAN.DON'T LET TIME SLIP THRU' YOUR HAND.MAKE A CHOICE THIS IS YOUR CHANCE.CLOSE YOUR EYES,AND NEVER LOOK BACK.

Monday, November 08, 2004

Through hearts shaped like kaleidoscopes.

*This day and age-Second place victory.

Heys.Saturday was great.The crowd sucked.But DYNA TURMOIL rocked.Hope you guys like the roses.Pictures weren't so great.Maybe i'll post it,maybe i won't.It's either you mosh or you take photos.Hehh.

I'm annoyed,yes i am.Suppose to go out today but i dunno what happened.Slept my way thru' till just.Band tomorrow.Have to go before sir blows up.Wonder if my part for the set piece is easy.Singapore Rhapsody.Well,we'll see.

Raya is just this sunday.I haven't gotten my shoes yet.Guess i'll use the same shoes,for 3years.I didn't get any jeans or top.My parents are on a budget so all also budget.I got 3 baju kurungS.Guess that'll be okay for this year.

Munchies will be having a gig on December11th.Not sure the venue yet but hopefully NUS.Yea.And if munchies play,will anyone throw roses at us? Lols.December 17th is coming also.Results day.I dunno how i'll fair but i have this thought that i'll get 11pts.I don't wanna curse myself.Can't help feeling this way.K,such a random entry.Ltrs.

Saturday, November 06, 2004

Is twelve too late to call?

*The Get Up Kids-My apology.

She's got her halo and wings
Hidden under his eyes
But she's an angel for sure
She just can't stop telling lies
But it's too late for his love
Already caught in a trap
His angel's kiss was a joke
And she is not coming back

Because heaven sends and heaven takes
Crashing cars in his brain
Keep him tied up to a dream
And only she can set him free
And then he says to me

Kill me now, kill me now, kill me now, kill me now
Kill me now, kill me now, kill me now, kill me now

Yeah she's got a criminal mind
He's got a reason to pray
His life is under the gun
He's got to hold every day
Now he just wants to wake up
Yeah, just to prove it's a dream
Cause she's an angel for sure
But that remains to be seen

Because heaven sends and heaven takes
Crashing cars in his brain
Keep him tied up to a dream
And only she can set him free
And then he says to me

Kill me now, kill me now, kill me now, kill me now
Kill me now, kill me now, kill me now, kill me now

Stupid on the streets of London
James Dean in the rain
Without her it's not the same
The same, the same, but it's alright

Because heaven sends and heaven takes
Crashing cars in his brain
Keep him tied up to a dream
And only she can set him free
And then he says to me

Kill me now, kill me now, kill me now, kill me now
Kill me now, kill me now, kill me now, kill me now
Again and again

This song is WOWNESS! =) This whole week sucked.Since wednesday i've been dying it but the color doesn't seem to come out.Bleahs.My hair is still black as ever.BLACK is the new RED! Its not purple or red.Its still black.And i have to go back for band next week.ARGH! Pffrt.On a lighter note,gig-ing tmr.Can throw roses and also paste cat stickers.HEH! Ok,i'm so tired after spending the whole day dying my stupid hair.Ltrs.

Monday, November 01, 2004

She's gonna shimmy till her garters break.

*Motion City Soundtrack-1000 paper cranes.

Heyho! Lazy i have been.Maybe tired from all the things that has been happening lately.Heh.Had rehearsal on thurday.It was ok.Before that,we were happily dancing in class.HAHA.Pretty stupid.Back tracked to friday.FRIDAY WAS WOW!

We did our creative comp.RAPUNDAH,OH RAPUNDAH! Yes,we top everyone.We came in first.It feels good,really.It was better than last year.Breadcrumbs was good too but this was even better.Our efforts was finally paid off.Went back to share the prizes which was just food.Had our report books.Wasn't much of a surpise.Prelims results.Yea.Cleared up,.changed and watch our performance on video.HAHA.Oh,how i'm gonna miss the class.Especially CLLS!

Town-ed on friday also.Wasn't much la.Met up with ewick.Walk around.He paid for lunch.THANK YOU! Yeps.And my tsunami came.How unexpected! Hahh.Oh wells.Been lazying around for the weekends.Visit my auntie at NUH on saturday.They amputated her leg.= My niece was just beautiful.The sweetest thing.Heh.Had religious class exams yesterday.I NEVER STUDY.And i'm not surprised if i'm gonna get retained.Went home and sleep.Ate dinner with my brother and dad.At the dinner table,my dad goes annoying me and my brother.Yes,that 'study in malaysia,go!' lecture.My brother and i just laughed at each other.HAHA.Didn't bother.

Was suppose to jam today but there wouldn't be any drummer+bassist so we just cancelled.I'm glad i stayed home.The wheather is just lovely today.Hmm,gonna be free the whole week with the exception of band.Band tomorrow and friday i think.Dunno if i'm going though.I miss barry hot sax.HAH.Ahh,i'm gonna go nap.Ltrs.

*pictures are up here.(not in order)


US acting super stupid.<3