This collision's reality,

Is made to match mine.

 

*Lagwagon-May16th.

 

 

DON'T TALK TO ME,

DON'T ACKNOWLEDGE ME ANYMORE,

I'M JUST ANOTHER SCORE.

 

Yours truly. <3

Take you away,From that empty apartment.

You stay,And forget where the heart is.

 

*Slick Shoes-Pass me by.

 

2 kids in love.

They planned thier life.

One day,she hoped to be *his wife.

But from day one they talked about how thier dreams,

might send them away from each other.

And now,his chance has finally come around.

Question rised,but he still left.

Their true love put to the test.

Oh no,it's happening again.

Relationship about to end.

She felt this way too many times before

But she'll ignore it once again.

Looking up at the sky on this october night,your hand in mine.

I wish that i could stop time and live in this moment forever.

Life...Just *you and i.

If i told you that i loved you,would you be by my side

from now until the day i die?

Don't wanna spend one more night alone.

I can't sleep without feeling your heartbeat with mine.

Here and now,there's nowhere on earth i'd rather be.

You're right here with me and tonight in the moonlight,

i look into your eyes and see the clear future.

You've made me understand what it means to be truly happy.

I can't imagine my life without you

If i told you that i loved you,would you be by my side

 until the end of time?

I'm ready for the world now.

I feel like i can do anything with your hand in mine.

 

Time has gone by and people they change.

Somehow,i always thought we'd stay the same

2 kids who fell in love on the autumn night.

Turns out,i wasn't right.

I look into your eyes,it's not the same.

You look into my eyes,i never thought you'd say goodbye.

 

I said,'I never would leave you,i didn't mean to deceive you.'

You said,'I can't believe you,i thought what we had was so true.'

 

And all i can say to you is that i'm truly sorry now.

And now you've gone,you're so far away.

Never accepted my apology.

But playing that game of make up,break up each night

was ruining out lives.

 

*truly sorry now.

 

Heyho.Hah.Colourful entry with a new template.Heh.Anyways,saturday has always been emo days.Hate it.Pffrt.Had social studies mocks today.Didn't complete the paper.Did section B halfway.Hah.Headed to town after that.Had subway for brunch.Walked around.Tapestry at somerset was cancelled i think? Hah.That's what dani told debbie.Yea.Went for awhile.Went to go watch the pirates.Saw the new line-up.Hah.Din was on vocs.ROFL! Cute din.And so the whole of yishun park was there.So yea.Saw the fimilar faces.I seemed invisble to them.Why i care?

 

Headed home soon after.Train home was super emo.I almost cried and not to mention couples in train! Heh.Got home and went to sleep.Was annoyed with all the msges coming to my phone.Ughh.But i answered them.Woke up and online since.

 

I am so irratated/annoyed.Thanks VERON for listening.I can't stand how some people can be so superficial.Believeing others and not telling each other anything.It's dumb how you'd always think that you'll have a best friend.I realised i don't have many friends.Well,true ones.Friendship,smenship.Trust,smust.I need time out alone.I don't think anyone deserves my frienship and i think i don't deserve their's too.Ltrs.

 

Cause after rainy days the sun will shine

Retrace the steps as if we forgot.

 Say you wont care.

*Taking Back Sunday-OneEighty by summer.

 

Heys.I'm so tired.I don't wanna go to school anymore.Pffrt.I'm getting sick of the attitude i'm giving towards my studies.I cannot be bothered anymore cos of my tiredness.Heh.Okays..i think all of that doesn't make any sense.Haha.

 

Anyways,yesterday,a whole lot of us went to seoul garden to have lunch.We had this coupon thing so we used it but we ended up paying around $150 for 12 or 8 of us.Hah.Kinda costly but all of us had our fill and laugh.Superbly funny! Hahaha.Thinking about it makes me laugh.Hurr.Yea.Slacked with haikal and debbie before heading back home.

 

Today was a boring day.Apart from it being racial hormany.3.6's skit was kinda entertaining.Hah.Back to class at 0845am.Accounts-2 periods,CME-2 periods,Malay-1 period,RECESS,Pc-2periods.ORALS! Heh.Went home to changed into a lighter bag and all.Met the rest back and we headed to bedok view.Malay orals was..terrible.I think i'm gonna fail.I couldn't remember what was fats in malay.And also what park was.Brainfreeze.Fail ah fail.Macs for a whole lot of us after that.

 

English essay to complete.Lazy please.Heh.I miss,i miss,i miss..wednesdays.It'll always be OUR day,someday.Hate being LONELY! Tapestry on saturday.Yayness.=) Time to de-stress. Superficial friendship without trust,i guess it'll never last.Random entries always stinks and it never makes sense..or does it?.Ltrs.

 

i will never make another promise without you

Don't treat me, i'm to blame.

 Don't treat me like i ever accused you.

*Mad Caddies-Day by day.

HOHO! Haha.It's been a week.Lazy wazy please.Yeps.Past week was okay i guess.Well,i cannot remember.Err..Oh,friday! Hah.There were some aussie in our school.Really good band.But the hall's acoustic just wasn't good.Their show band was THE best.And Mr i-play-the xylo JAMES.Hahh.And Trumpet boy robert looked like he listens to ska.HEH.And during their show band performance,they played zoot suit riot! Wanted to skank but..NO CROWD!

Anyways,we had orals.Hah.But being the SACIANS,we were constantly being interrupted by those lower secs who wanted james or matthew's email or contact.Shouting and shouting.Bitches in fire.PFFRT! Orals was...BAD AH.I said i wanted to meet hitler.I'm gonna FAIL.Die and DIE! Stayed back to play badminton with the rest.

Saturday had mocks.Physics&Bio.Kinda difficult so we all copied.HAH! Yea.Went to go visit band after that.They sounded good.=) Espeacially my section.Heh.Anyways,went home cos' was gonna meet nic and the rest for photo session.Was suppose to meet her at 0130pm but i slept till' that time so i was uber late.Heh.Reached city link around 0300pm.There was tanya,dee,joey,karen,chantel,nic and me.So we walk to the esplanade first.Took photos.From there we walked to the fullerton,waterboat,victoria concert hall.Haha.It was fun at vch.HAH! Watched the sembawang wind ensemble for free cos they had practice.Met mal and kwek-t after that.

Left soon after.Towards the padang and courthouse.Snap many photos.Hehh.Yeps.Was waiting for mal and tanya to coem back from the toilet,so i texted zul.He was at baybeats! Hah.And i was heading towards town for laksa.So ate quickly and back to the esplanade again.Met up with haikal.Hafiz was there too.Sureal was playing when i reached.Heh.So yea.Msged zul and all.Heh.Met him after that.TEEHEE.=) But had to go soon cos' was going for some bbq thingy.So yea.After that it wasn't much.Just went home and had no mood.

 

My mother's cousin daughter got married yesterday.It wasn't a big thing but yea..ate the food and all and i went up to sleep.Heh.Bummer.Rushed thru' my homework yesterday and i spent 3hrs on the comp uploading photos.SHACKED! Yea.I didn't know veron went to baybeats.SHE DIDN'T TELL ME! and many people who i knew went there too! i was such a loner that day.i was all alone! Saini and din went.Siti and dani was there too.Even that poseur jerica.Hah.Even the TWINS! Slap me please.

 

Today passed fast.Gonna sit for the Malay N orals this wednesday.Scared ah.My malay is so terrible.AHHHH..Hope i don't screw everything up.Heh.Anyways,was in the train that day.I saw a couple ah! KISSING AH.I turned away.Pffrt.Annoyed.COLD AND ALL ALONE *strums the guitar.Heh.I was being so bloody bitchy today but if i am such a MAJOR bore to you,go find someone else.After a year and i'm such a bore.WOW.Thanks.I don't deserve to be treated this way.Espeacially by you.Ltrs.

 

*Photos are up.

 

Photo frenzy.

 

Hate me now so i can move on,make it easier to see that you're gone

Why did she put me through such torture?,
I would have given my life for her.

*Mxpx-KKK took my baby away.

Hey ho let's go.Hahh.Been TOO lazy to update.Hahha.School's been alrite.Last week's lesson was okay.Wasn't really draggy or what.Yea.Friday was investiture.Me,debs,tanya making fun of huishan.HAHH.Evil ahh.Yea.Had mass and all also.Finished school at 0930am.Went home to go slack around and went out to meet debbie after that.

Headed to peninsula plaza.And stupid debbie got stares cause she was wearing ugly fishnets.HAH.Yeaaa.Looked around and we bought sweet,sweet sampoernas.It was SWEET alrite.Hahh.Was suppose to meet weiny when we went to town but she left.Headed to heeren.

STUPID heeren secrurity guards.Hah.But we were being childish la.So we went to hmv to check the cds.And they were selling taking back sunday,from autumn to ashes,sugarcult,coheed and cambria.Hahaha.Then we went to go put all the cds behind the empty cd covers.Then we continued walking around.Then i wanted to hide other cds but this one security guard was questioning us.Asking us why we were messing up the cds.HAH.Debbie ah,said 'Cos i wanna find which cd is the nicest.' WTF! Hah.So i was telling her like let's get out.Then this guy came over and said that the camera caught us and all that and crap and so we ran out! HAH.

Called siti and told her about our adventure cos we bumped into them earlier on.Meet them at Marche.Munch on some stuff before heading to cine for subway.Hah.Food galore okays! Ate till' we were so full.Headed to far east after that.Was saying that khai wasn't working and all but he was! HEEE.Went to get my tragus pierced first.Went to go visit the cute turtable guy's shop.Hahh.Debbie went to ask for his name which was JOE.Caucasion fella.Hahh.Yea,got his munber too.Went to starbucks after that.The worst ICED TEA from there.HAH.Wanted to stir sampoernas in there.

Went home after that.Ooo.Our trip on the train was FUN! cause we made a new friend.=) ZUL the indie drummer.HAH.Cute,short ZUL.Yeaa.But he's attached to some lucky beeyatch called MUNIRAH! hah.Pffrt! Yea.Was on the phone with haikal the night then i slept.Mocks on saturday.Was okay la.Copied accounts.Sure to pass.HEH.Went to tampines to get socks and off to home for sleep! yesterday was an alrite day.Slept! And i found out huishan has a blog! ILOVEMYFRIENDSFOREVER.BLOGSPOT.COM.

Today,today! Was tiring.Conferenced with Haikal and Debs the night before.Hah.Class was alrite.Had geog 'test' Pffrt.Every lesson was okay la.Had accounts test.Gonna SO pass.Karen was such a help! I swear,Mdm kee's gonna be so surprised.English and Malay was alrite.Did oral stuff.TUTORIALS after school.MATHS AH MATHS.Heh.But before that,there was this FIGHT going on outsode 4/7.Felicia got pushed for no reason.CHILDISH.And what right have they got to ACCUSE felicia.Whatever to those cina farts.

Went to go visit band after that.My juniors ah! Kinda miss them la.Wacky bunch.But i'm no more ASL.TIFFY's the SL and Cassandra's the ASL.I'm out of a pose.HAH.Pffrt.So much i have done.I miss BARRY HOT SAX.=( PFFRT.After tutorials headed to simei to eat with debbie.Was texting ZUL! Funny fella.Ooo! I found the specs i want! Emo-thick framed glasses.I like.Headed down to tampines to meet haikal.Yeaaa.Met him for awhile and we all went home.Took a cab.I need new contacts! GRR!

Anyways,english orals is on friday.I am definately worried and it's not as if my english is all that.My mid year was horrible.I thought i would score abit more but i got a measely 27.And malay starts next week.More malay,less english during malay lessons.Hahh.Yea.I think i've said enough.Ltrs.

i think about you still
You complete a part of me

I haven't seen you since this morning,
I'm filled with the sweetest pain.

*Mxpx-Cold and all alone.

Heys.Back to school again today.Hmm,couldn't sleep last night.All i could do was think about everything and anything.My mum has been super pmsy these days.She just shouts at everyone.Pffrt! Always throwing her bloody trantrums.I shall not care.

Today's lesson was alrite.Wasn't boring nor exciting.I like sitting next too Eelynn.HAH.I can just tell her everything.A distant friend yet so close.=) She always waiting for me to give 'girl-talks'.Hahaha.Cute la that one.

Like last week,we had were on this topic about couples.Haha.For example,i CANNOT stand couples.I mean like i just don't like to see them.Makes me think about how sad my love life can get.I just hate being lonely.Everynight i pray,i'll have you here someday,i'll count the stars tonight,and hope with all my might.here is the punkrock valentine?! Patience is virtue.Bummer.

Anyways,i was suppose to go to the photoshop to develop some photos.But on our way back,me and debbie saw this baby sparrow.So cute.So we took it up.Cleaned it,feed it and kinda tortured it? Wahha.No la.We played with it then we set it free.Poor fifi(birdie's name).Hah.

Reminscing on all those months.My love for honeystars is fading away.I use to love honeystars because he liked honeystars.Now,honeystars are just boring.Hah.I WANT MR PUNKROCK VALENTINE.*whines like a fucktard.Tomorrow is 'wear-your-specs-day'.Gonna get thick-framed glasses soon and act all emo.Hurr.

SITI! YOU BACIN BABAT STEP ROXY CHICK.Hah.Make me a button also! Make me a tbs button and i promise we'll lose weight to be ROXY CHICKS.PFFRT! I have loads of papers all over.Filing for malay.Annoying bacins want the file by tomorrow or rtc it will be for us.Oh well,ltrs.

Eelynn&Muni.


and on nights when the north wind blows through your heart.

I wish you would take my radio to bathe with you,
plugged in and ready to fall.

*Billy talent-Voices of violence.

Hey ho,lets go.So lazy to blog.Nothing much to blog about.Except for THE PUNKROCK SHOW.Haha.It was fun,FUN! But there wasn't much crowd.I guess cos it's just the punkrock show.Maybe if there were some ska it'll be okay.Yeps.

And like siti would say,there were annoying BACINS calling me.I was irratated like fuck.Yea.Anyways,when we got there,we were complementing on wheather to go up or stay done first.We eventually stayed downstairs for awhile and we went up. Underadge was playing.So we slacked around.And we saw the twins.=D

There were asses standing in the middle of nowhere so we couldn't really take any pictures.But we shifted when Ceremic Circle started playing.Hah.We took so much pictures of them til' my camera was left with a few memory space.Met veron,dani and siti after that.Haha.Veron made her hair! VEVE! IT'S NICE! Siti&Dani was great too.Cool chicks.

Slacked around and all.Haha.And we got to talk to DIN.Din cute,Din handsome,Din loverboy! HAH.Wanna pinch him like crazy.Yeps.Took LOADS of shoe size nine photos.We went to go eat after that.Saw this little kitty.So cute.Wanted to put in my bag and bring back so we could sell the kitty.PUNKROCK KITTY! Got back and all and we were just in time for One-Eighty.They were really good.They got the crowd moshing and body surfing.Veron had to leave soon after.

The rest of the bands were okay.I think Better than run was also good.Good bassist.Haha.Debbie was uber jealous. HAH.Yeps.Kate of kale was the last band so we stayed till' they set finished.Got home around 1000pm.I've uploaded the photos.Click

Anyways,i thought debbie and i was the only one crazy over them.But siti was like overly obsessed as well! We got the k-twins fan club.Hah.And she wants to make a ceramic circle button.HAH.Crazy i tell you.And all the beach bum babat barbies.HAH.Nonsense i swear.

I've hurt my back.It has been pain! but it's getting better.I am gonna have tuition later and school tommorrow.This is fucking sad.I have to go to the photo shop also.I am lazy to walk.*whines like a retard.I am SUPERBLY sorry that i couldn't make it for arts alive.My back was killing me.I wouldn't think that i could've strap up my saxophone.BLEAHS!

Few months have passed.We're still friends.We are finally texting each other.Eventhough the last few weeks has been painful,i'm at ease now.WHY CAN'T WE BE FRIENDS? we are friend alright.I AM CONTENTED.Ltrs.

If I could have one wish tonight
I'd wish upon a satellite
To bring me back to you

Call me a cheepskate,come on for pete's sake.
Cry agony,cry agony.

*Rufio-Follow me.

Hey ho.Hmm,few days have been okay.Been tired.Hah.Have been going home everyday just to sleep.I need sleep i swear.Heh.Anyways,today was a LONG day.I dread thursdays.Lessons starts at 0740am.And the worst part,it had to be geog in the early morning.No mood.Had some spot test.Wrote crap.

Accounts,physics.RECESS.Had cake.Was Geri's and Sharifah's birthday.The cake was good.Hurr.Malay,PE.Hahaha.PE was FUN! We played volleyball.We anyhow whack only.Hahaha.Silly.Theh change to captains' ball.Wanted to play football but Mrs tay said it was new balls and she didn't allow us to kick it.GRR! English,Maths,bio.Mrs yeong was being such a racist again.HAH.Pitied Nic and Tanya.Always getting picked at.THEN! Haha.We were being so childish,we started pasting price tags on huishan.She cost $1.05.Evil.

After school,helped out with the guides.Had to pack goodie bags for the arts alive guests.So MANY bags please.Never ending! We still have to pack more.Hahaha.Yeps.My back is aching.I think something's wrong with it.Oh no.Hehh.Yeps.We are gonna have free subway meals.Hah.And many free things.Woowheee.I want to pack somemore goodie bags!

Oh,on wednesday,during PC,we kinda choosed what course we wanted to take in poly.Haha.I'm aiming for design.Can't remember what course but its some course at NayangPoly.Yeps.Or maybe Apparel and mechandising design.If i can't make it,i'll be a nurse! Hahahaha.Cause the cut out points is 28.Heh.Nurse then NURSE la.I can be CARING! I SHALL BE A NURSE! Ltrs.

I am bored.


until the day i die,i spill my heart for you.