Moments from mourning.

verbs and nouns.

Saturday, June 24, 2006

PRETTY AS A PICTURE.

*The sounds;Living in america.

01) What is your phone brand?
nokia 6101.

02) What's the last 3 digits of your mobile number?
565.

03) What does the 2nd message in your inbox say?
"haha.cos i tot u angry with nad over the holgie."

04) Who's the first person who comes up under the letter M?
madeline.

05) Who's the last person you rang?
none.

06) Who was your last missed call from?
debbie.

07) Who's the 2nd person who comes up under D?
dafir.

08) What does the last message in your inbox say?
"parkway? from 2-5.haha i have to make sure lisa goes to ballet and pick her up also.we don't have to stay there the whole 3hrs though."

09)Who's the 3rd person who comes up under J?
jolene.

10) Go to your Sent Items - what does the 5th message say?
"nvm ah.another time also can."

11) Who's the 4th person who comes up under S?
sharifah.

12) Who's your network provider?
starfuckinghub.

13) How many messages are currently in your inbox?
47.

14) What do you have as your background?
stick drawing.

15) Who's the 2nd person who comes up under R?
rafiee.

16) Who do you have on speed dial 3?
none.

17) If you're on Pay as you Go, how much credit do you have?
zero.

18) Who's the first person who comes up under C?
catherine.

19) How many bars of signal do you currently have?
2.

20) What do you have as your main ringtone?
test icicles.
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clearly! i am bored.
and i am far done with my assignments.
so lazy.

hokay,i wanna go read forums.

Thursday, June 22, 2006

YOUR CRAZY KITTEN SMILE.

*The Fray;She is.

its nearing 5am and i'm nowhere near tired.
i wonder how i'm gonna survive next week.
my body clock needs some re-adjusting,yo.
ok since i bored,

7 RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME:
- half arab.
- ignorant.
- stubby.
- i'm lazier than any of you.
- i like to eat milo.
- i touched a dog once.
- i killed my terrapin.(ohhh!)

7 THINGS THAT SCARE ME:
- god.
- death.
- dogs.
- people.
- gossips.
- spiders.
- losing out.

7 RANDOM MUSIC AT THE MOMENT:
- paint the silence;south.
- heart&soul;joy division.
- true loves wait;virgo loves cancer.
- behold the white whore;the jonbenet
- stars are blind;paris hilton.
- ooh la;the kooks.
- paper thin walls;modest mouse.

7 THINGS I LIKE THE MOST:
- people.
- music.
- reading.
- laughing.
- cock-talking.
- doodling.
- thinking.

7 THINGS I SAY THE MOST:
- ewww.
- wtf.
- damn.
- precisely.
- die.
- srly.
- really.

7 PEOPLE TO DO THIS:
- whoever.

sigh.
i hate lonely nights.

Monday, June 19, 2006

FLOAT ON.

*Asobi seksu;Thursday.

hokay,i think i've put my life back in place.
no more waiting or lingering.
its over and maybe it was a phase.
don't know,don't care,don't even bother.

that aside,i can't wait for grad night!
finally,i get to graduate!
i've been in that school for way too long.
goodbye masses and prayers. :D
but sadly,school's such a hoe.
i wish they'd let us wear pretty coloured dresses.
how to find pretty white ones? yarghhh.

ok i need to go shopping,thrift shopping.
i need to get jeans and lotsa tops.
i need new contacts.
i need new shoes.

ok bye.

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

TAKE PHOTOGRAPHS,HAVE FUN.

*Sixpence none the richer;Down&out of time.

"My opinion of people in general has veered wildly over the years.One day i'll be amazed at how kind and generous people can be and how genuinely caring.The next day i'll be ready to write off the human race as irredeemable.I'm a voracious reader.I'll read about all the sickness,strife,war,hatred and inhumanity and wonder why God lets it go on another minute,why life seems to be one long process of digging yourself out from under one problem after another.If you're a celebrity,that's good,because you can make a lot of money publishing books about your breakdowns and miscues.If you're not,well,just suffer alone."

what amazes me is that throughout this whole period of self-wallowing(well to me it was,somehow rather),i didn't shed a tear.i guess it really shows how numb i've become to situations like these.and its better somehow to be angry rather than try and be nice.afterall,it makes it easier to move on.but then again,i can't bring myself to be angry.i'm so messed up,i don't even know myself anymore.so lonely.

Saturday, June 03, 2006

CIGARETTES KEEPS YOU SKINNY.

*Tegan&Sara;Where does the good go.

hello.the 1st week of the holidays are almost over and i've done nothing.ok maybe 1 or 2 maths qns.but other than that,i've done nothing.so much for 'improvement' during the june holidays.but srly,i can't wait for this whole o'level period to be over.then it's happyhappyjoyjoy!
so sick,you're almost 18 and stuck in secondary school.gahhhh.

actaully,the holidays are passing by so fast.next thing you know its back to school again.and you have to work EXTRA hard just to scrap through for prelims so that you'll know you can do better for o's.but i dunno.i've been so..unproductive lately i can't even think or remember simple things.even my english has become so bad.i always mix up my tenses.hahaha.

i don't even know why i'm blogging about studies.
maybe i just see the need to keep this thing alive.
anyways,my feet hasn't recover yet.quite annoying.
i must sit properly,i can't walk fast.
you know you always criticise people?
now you get that in return.
i'm walking around like a crippled.
this is what you get for wanting freedom so much.

ok jam-packed day today.
balloon hat in the afternoon and gig in the evening.
and yay! debbies' bringing the terrapins over.
can't wait.

hokay,bye.