WE ARE ADVENTURERS.

*Bloc Party;Plans.(mogwai remix)

hello,my eyes feels like popping out from my sockets.

my head feels as if its gonna explode any moment.

breakdown,breakdown,breakdown.

went for the dance concert yday.

it was pretty.all the costumes were nice.

veve and i headed to baybeats after that.

haha,it was a 'scene' gathering i must say.

everyone you wanted to see/not see was there.

managed to catch love me butch+dad fetched me!

gave veve,debbie&bf a lift to tampines.

o'level mt listening on monday.

you know,i think i'm gonna fail malay.

whyyyyyyy.aku melayu tak tau cakap melayu.

bodoh ah,macam kayu.

kkk,second day of baybeats.

see you there.

ITS COMING HARD.

*Snow patrol;Set the fire to the 3rd bar.

I stopped talking when I was six years old.

I didn't want anything more to do with the

outside world.

I was happy being quiet.

But of course they wouldn't leave me alone.

My parents tried every trick in the book.

From speech therapists,to child psychologists.

They even tried bribery.

I could have anything, as long as I said it out loud.

Life is unfair,kill yourself or get over it.

Of course this episode didn't last forever.

I'd made my point and it was time to move on.

To peel away the next layer of deceit.

And see what new surprises lay in store.

My school report said I showed no interest.

'A disruptive influence'

I felt sorry for them in a way.

And when they finally expelled me,

It didn't mean a thing

Life is unfair,kill yourself or get over it.

The November when I came home,

the Christmas decorations were already up.

Spray on snow,coloured flashing lights.

And an artificial tree that played Silent Night.

Over and over again.

My parents welcomed me with loving arms.

But within an hour,we were back at each

others throats.

Normal, happy childhood back on course,

Batteries not included.

Life is unfair,kill yourself or get over it.

MASSIVE SUICIDE DREAMS.

*Moving units;Paper hearts.

INSTRUCTIONS: Write ten statements, intended to different people - things you've always wanted to tell them. never tell which one is to whom.

1. i feel as if you're avoiding me.everytime i ask you out,it always doesn't work out.

2. i don't see the need for you to rebel.

3. nobody really likes you.you're so pretentious.stop acting as if you're something when clearly you're not.

4. i don't really like you eventhough i pretend to smile and act nice.you're so two-faced.the only reason why people judge is bc of grrls like you.

5. i only hang out with you bc we both need each other to survive the day.

6. you've change,someway or another.you're so clingy to your gf,you forget your friends.

7. you're huge,darling.

8. stop flirting,bitch.

9. i want to stuff something down your throat everytime you open your god forsaken mouth.

your voice is so annoying,its not even funny.

10. the last time i felt you was the taste of whisky in your mouth.

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i prefer blogger than lj now.

hoho.ok bye.

SATURDAY MORNING.

* Saetia;The burden of reflecting.

soooooooo,
school has started and it end at 4pm.
but i'm not one for complaining.
i'm free from mon-wed.
(ugh,of all days!)
mondays are wowdays!
last periods are free!
that means early self-dismissal.hoho.

i've been thinking and i came up with a list.
a list of things i SHOULD/must avoid doing for this period.

1) less gigs. (after o's everyweek go gig till sian.)
2) less teevee. (chi dramas at 9pm!! must stop.)
3) less computer time. (1hr/day)
4) sleep less after school. (naps can only be 1hr!)
5) less lepak. (after o's don't come home also can.)

can uh muni,can abide.

malay orals on tuesday.
i have no idea how i'm gonna fair.
my malay sucks.like totally.
gahhhh.