JUST DON'T LEAVE.

*Virgo loves cancer;The flowers.


the days are passing slowly and each day i'm getting lazy.
mid years are..2days away and i haven't studied much.
what's more,social studies and physic2 on wednesday.
god,save me.


apart from that,the week has been. :D :D :D
last friday me and nadd went to some metal gig.
haha,we lost our metal gig virginity. :x
then on sunday we went to another gig.
haha.i had a row with my mum.
stupid bigmouth pple.die,die,die.


ANYWAYS!!!!
somebody called me a poser. :(
haha,thats sad.i don't want to be poser.
ahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaha.
stupid slut just's jealous. hoho.
k la,i poser.like totally.


k i must go study now.

FEELING BORED OF FEELING NUMB.

*Count the stars;Pictures.

"we think life should be like a symphony,ordered,neat in harmonious,measurable sections.it should start with a theme,rise to a crescendo,play through a moderately softer version of the theme,then build to a stunning and resolute cilmax-then completed,triumph.

but perhaps life is more like jazz,improvisational and often wondering-instrumental solos that drift off to no place in particular and musicians who simply stop playing when they feel like like,not when they're supposed to."

don't know,don't care,don't care.
i believe in these 3things for the past few mths.
didn't want any distractions and bc i wanted to prioritise
but i often find myself drifting apart from important things.
eversince,you know when.

no matter how much i say i don't care.
i know deep down i will/would care.
the irony of it all.
so annoying.

mid years are next friday.
and i haven't started revising.
gahhh.

save meeeee.from whateverrrrr.

ILLUSIONS OF WINE

RUNNING DOWN OUR THROATS.

*Penfold;The sound of jazz.

penfold makes me cry.

:(

its simple,

you always have a decision.

e.g:

to try or not,

to be sore or not,

to eat or not,

to fail or not.

simple,not.

out of luck,hope and sweet cigarettes.

sigh.

that aside,

i think i failed my 2.4runs.(what's new)

i think i failed my malay orals.

i passed my 5items tho'.

munchies will be playing on the 13th of may.

so much for breaks aye.

till then.

I NEVER SAID GOODBYE.

*Emery;To whom it may concern.


i'm still very bitter and sore.
its ironic how i tell everyone to deal with it.
but i myself am stuck.
god,deal with it muni.


school has been draining.
but nevertheless,i made it thru' the week.
graduated from band on friday.
its felt good,leaving.


malay orals on wednesday.
2.4km runs on friday.(horror! :o)
i hate runs,i hate everything.


everything seems so bleak and mundane.
there's nothing to look forward to anymore.
no more gigs,no more jamming,no more loving.
no more humor,no more laughter,no more jack-assing.
no more nothings.


i can't help but feel cheated at some point of time.
i am 'the one week grrl'.
i blame myself for everything thats happening.
this is how sorry i feel for myself.
i wish things were back to what they were,a few weeks ago.


i thought,that things were different.
this time around.


this is how much i am a sucker for romance.