Test.Test.Test.RAHH.Stupid hell.Blogger's is so screwed.

Halfway writting and i stopped.My brother was a pain.Hehh.Pardon me,but i'm too lazy.=).Yupps.It's a bloody sunday and i spent my whole day sleeping.I'm such a pig please.I was suppose to go out.Hehh.Townning tomorrow.Townning on wednesday.Everyday town.Maha.

WongDebbie! I miss you.Hahhh.Met madeline on the train yesterday and she said she had already finish her homework.I haven't even started.That's pathetic.Better get my lazy ass to work.Hehh.Friday bbq.Saturday hai sing concert.Catholic high on 13th.Hehh.So many concerts to go.Hehh.Anyways think i'm crapping.Ltrs.

Hey.Hah.So fast it's 1am.Supposed to be tucked in bed but i can't get to sleep.Thinking too much i guess.Yups.There's so much thing i wana say but i duno how to say it.And especially in this blog.Hah.Ohh.Debbie ah.Sorry for making you wait la.Hah.It was only an 1hr.Hurr.I'll treat you something.Hehh.=) Hmmm...Not many people came anyways.Slept for awhile just now.Yups.

Hildya came just now.Had a good chat with her.What she said did go into my head.Heh.I guess there's no secrets between us.=) Am glad that we're close.At least i can confide in her.Yups.Hmm.I'm hurt.Emotionally.I dunno what to feel.Was trying to act hero and not feel hurt but i guess i couldn't take it.Bahh.Crap.Taking Back Sunday just rocks.Hahh.And that bass fella looks like seth green.Hehh.There's nothing more to say.

I wanna hate you so bad
But I can't stop this
Anymore than you can

Heys.Lazy to go on the net.Hah.Using my bro's comp since he isn't home.Heh.Hmm.Yesterday was hari raya.Bah.Guess i just wasn't in the mood.Hehh.Stupid car didnt wanna start.Ended up grabbing a cab.Idiot car.Hurr.Went to 6 houses yesterday.Haven't count my money yet.Hehh.Go count later.=)

Hah.Lied to my parents and told them i was going to school.Mahha.And i didnt.Stupid deb.Pass me the guit casing.I thought can roll roll.In the end have to carry.What sia.Hahh.Yeaa.Went out in the morning.=))) .Met up with debbie after that.Off to tampines to eat.Took prints.Addictive thing.Yups.Ke jam ke jam today.Hahh.Took a bigger room today cause more people.Sam,nic,tan,me,deb,jac,see kee.Hahhh.Played threesome.'AND IF THERE'S NOTHING LEFT TO SAY!' Hah.No one today.Hehh.The whole place to ourselves.See kee was being lame.'i wanna sleep i wanna sleep' HAHA.These netballers ah.Sleeping on the dirty floor.Duno how many mats step there already.Hahh.Our favourite apek was there.Wee lee little sister see kee.MAHA.Fine.

Off to tampines mall again.With sam and debs.Hehh.Stupid debbie.There were 2 policeman.Debbie think she so smart went to go psst them.The idiots turn and looked at her.Like waddahell?! Hehh.Then nic.The bus didnt wanna wait for her.She had to run a few metres before boarding it.Hurr.Hmm..Yups.Have to come home after that.People are suppose to come to my house! But nobody's here.What is this! Hehhh.Bluff me only.Didn't play with the digicam for a long time.Hahh.Will take it out ltr and play play with it.=) Hmm..Plain sunset.Hahh.I like their lyrics.=)) Hahh.Plain sunset rocks my socks.HAH.

Yay! I have dates next week.=) My two girlfriends.Townning with sam on saturday.=) Starbucks starbucks here i come.Hehh.Townning with sa on wednesday.I think? Hehh.Miss them loads.Money money.Get me my honey.Bahh.I'm so tired.I wanna sleep.But but but people coming to my house.What la.Today today.No cute guy.Whyels? Hahh.Everyone is so ugly.HAHHHHH.I shall not discriminate.Oh Ohh.Tomorrow sam they all coming to my place.Yups.Bahh.I'm hurt by you.


I'm on the corner of your bed,
I'm practically naked,
are you turned on,
are you turned on?

Hey ho.Hmm.Piss.Piss.Piss.Rahh.My dad la.He's a bastard bitch.Picking on me! Ask me to throw my earring this morning.Waddahell? Screw you.It's my earhole.I pierce it cause' i like it.Too bad if you don't.Ahh.Whatever to you,you silly old man.HUR.Anyways.Didnt sleep last night.Thinking and thinking and tossing and turning.Hah.I was hungry.My parents got back at 3am.Woke up to eat and ended up chatting for awhile before heading back to the bed.

Band today.Did some pfa survey thing.Hehh.Wrote crap.How typical.Yups.Brass,lower reeds and percs combine today.Played that renegade song and beauty and the beast.Hehh.I like i like.=)).Finished at 1.That WongDebbie.Made me wait till 2! You nahnia! Hahh.Luckily justine was there to keep me company.Found sam doing some choir stuff.We decided to go jamming.Me and debbie.=) Hahh.Went up to visit our friend the apek.Hahaha.Welcomed us infront of the lift somemore.HAH.Waited for awhile for tans to come.Had a chat with debs.I'm like flooding her with all my problems.I'm so sorry sweets.Hope you'll understand.-hugs.

Went in the place after that.One band there.Hahh.Rappers? Can't be bother.Hmm.Got a room and just chilled while debs tune.Hahh.Asked her to play all those jiwang-jiwang sad sad song.HAH.Bahh.Wanted to breakdown so bad.Yeaa.Tans and jacquline came.Played a fool and all.Then the band next to us.HAHAH.'I'M HERE WITHOUT YOU BABY!' Hurrr.We were playing that too.They were recording somemore.Came all ready with their radio and all.Maha.Then they sat down outside and watched us play nuts.Haha.Before leaving,some stupid bugger went to go take debbie's picture with his phone? Like waddahell? HAH.Debs went to go chase them.Hahh.Poor child.Didn't wana get her picture taken.=)) Was just crapping around.Hahh.We named that poor crippled uncle wee lee.Hahh.Wee lee's little wee lee.HURRRR.Fine.

Took a bus home after that.Was all sad and lonely.I dunno.Was feeling a little fucked/pathetic.Hmmm.I still dunno what you mean about later and not yet? Bahhh.Tell me soon yea? Cause' i wanna know.Hmmm.My mum was being super nice to me today.=) Love her loads.HAH.I feel so fucked with my family.Everyone's against me.My dad and brother is forever picking on me.I HATE YOU! There.Frustration vented.Oooo.My dad bought roses.Nice pink,red and baige roses.Hee.I like roses.=) They make me feel happy for no reason.Hahh.Was trying to arrange the flowers.My father thinks he's damn smart.Let him do it all by himself then.

Oh oh oh.Someone locked her blog.-ROLL EYES.Hah.I didnt even know she read my blog.Haha.Lisa wasn't looking at you darls.PLEASE PLEASE OPEN YOUR EYES TO A MILLION OF LIES.wo0o0o0.Wake up wake up! WHOAAA! Hah.Goldfinger.Yups.Found our creative comp pictures.Hahaha.I look so spastic in all.Post them up in friendster.Go see.Maybe i'll put it in here soon.Hehh.Been listening to alot of pop-punk lately.Don't wanna make myself feel all emo and stuff.Hah.Gonna get money tomorrow.No wonder my hands are all itchy.Hahah.Anyways gonna help me mum now.Ltrs.

BreadCrumbs In Our Eyes.WOOT WOOT! We rock.


BreadCrumbs&Crew.Yay!


I was trying to be super spastic.Rosminah the great.=))
Look at my retro bass.Heee.



I'm sorry,my love for you is gone.

Heys.Hmm.Really bored right now.Been meeting few guys in irc? Hah.Yups.My dad and me are gonna fill ketupats later.He's gonna make them and i'm gonna stuff em' up.Hah.Yups.Hmmm.Been blog hopping.And that stupid girl who locked her lousy blog apparently un-locked it.Lisa staring at me again. AHHHH!!!!! -ROLL EYES.Childish bunch of kids.I'm gonna be mean and paste what that TRIANA wrote.

oh..guess who I saw at mac?! and it's lyk her whole gang ok...damn scary coz dey kept looking at us...yea...the first person I saw was Lisa...she was standing up so it was lyk soo obvious...she was wif the sax. player...tink it's munirah...and Jane's senior...huever she is...came in and jeanette said dat Jane's senior called her name...was standing nxt to her so it's lyk everybody's looking directly at me...and dat Lisa arh...din sit the whole tym...sat at the table near dem so yahz, faced my back at dem...den phoebe was lyk 'eh triana, be careful wad u sae...sec 3.3 are here...' -roll eyes- I juz cant be bothered wif dis pple...Jane, Feebs, Gloria and Ain went to order first...so I was left at the table wif Jeanette...wating for the time to pass coz its not even lunch yet…ordered at the counter after waited for 5 minutes or so…Jane was nxt to me though…asked her wad she bought den just my luck I saw Lisa still staring at me..wad the lorx..I was kinda irritated..

OKAY LORX.JUST WHATEVER TO YOU LORX.Why the hell whould lisa stare at you?! Wake up la.Fasting month.I'm not gonna be mean.YA LOR YA LOR.You stupid cina farts.Hahh.You should hear the way i'm saying it.Maha.That was a few days before school ended.Then she wrote this.

Din see the performance by 3.3...so sad. Every1 backstage were either doing their hair or trying to peep out to see wad 3.3 were doing. I was doing both at the same time. Haha. Could only hear the voices. Hmmph. But congrats to sec 3.3 for taking second place anyway.

AWWWW.TOO BAD.Hah.We rocked and you should've seen it.BAHH.I'm so so so mean.Dissing all this poor souls.HURR.I'm in the mood to diss people cause they piss me off.My mum was being a pain in the morning.Screaming at me.Me? Hah.I closed both of my ears.My dad has been harassing me to sleep early.At 11 he's already chasing me in the room.I just screamed at him.Hehh.My brother have been using the net playing gangbang.HAH.GunBound or whatever it is called.At 530 in the morning you play.Waddahell?

Cleared my closet and did my bedsheets today.Hah.The kuihs havent come yet.=(( I wanna eat eat eat! Hurrr.My parents ain't working tomorrow.Damn.My mum's gonna shout at me to get my lazy ass to work.She's a pain that won't go away.Maybe after hari raya.Bahhh.Planning to take some money out.Gonna get blink's new album.Wheeee.Can't wait can't wait! Guess i'll put the rest of my pictures up.

The kental days.Hurrr.Actually only this year.Maha.


Eh eh.So retarded! The onesixfive`.


Waddahell?!


HAHAHAHA.We look like shit last time.We look oh-so much better now.Hah.Anyways gonna buke now.Ltrs.

Will you come home and stop this pain tonight?

Heys.Didn't want to blog yesterday.Well,just wasn't in the mood.Slept early too.Off to bed at 10.How early could early get.Haha.Then there's this annoying bugger calling me at 12.45.Always.Before i could i could answer the call,the stupid fella would hang up.Irratating.My brother was online the whole night and morning.Ahhh.Whatever.Wait till next year.I'm using it.OH YA!!! THAI GUY IS IN SEVENTEEN.He is drop dead gorgeous.His name is Brian.But he looks much much better in person.Go buy seventeen and turn to page 113 onwards.=))

Supposed to go for band but went to johor instead.Took my baju kurung.My gay brother says that it looks like some baju to go to the market.My clothes are nicer than yours! Heh.Idiot child.Anyways,harris came over and we had pizza for buke.Heh.My dad was trying to teach me how to make ketupats.My fingers are just to spastic.In the end i got scolded.Every year also like that.Cause i can't make ketupats.I'm so lousy.Hah.

Hmmm.Was scanning some pictures and some of the things we wrote in class.Those were the kentalan days.Maha. Was laughing will i was scanning them.Debbie said she loves me and miss me.Well sweets,I love you and miss you too!! Hah.My grandma is the most irratating women ever.She just simply hates me.I hate you too.HAH.

Deb's drawing


Accounts was a bore.=)



Me and sam was really bored.Hahh.


There.All the during lessons time.Hahaha.The last picture was the most dumbest one.Hahaha.Everything is breadcrumbs.Heh.Anyways,think i'm gonna stay up tonight.Ohh.SAMMY!.Thanks so much for everything yea.=) Love love.Gonna watch tele now.Ltrs.

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I hate you.I hate myself more for liking you.
My parents are bastards.I hate them too.My mum is a bitch.My dad is a bastard.
I hate everyone.All of you are crap.Screw you people.

Heys.Hmmm.Stayed home the whole day.Was really really bummed out.The waiting paid off.Hahh.We had our morning talks and stuff.It rained.=) The weather was just perfect.Off to bed at 11.30 and woke up at 6.Just in time to buke.Did geog just now.At the rate i'm going,i'm not going to finish my homework.Hah.The amount is just to much.Well,i'm just too lazy.Maha.

Hmmm.I was upset this morning.I guess i just didnt want us to be like that? I dunno.If just doing it and getting it over and done with is perfect,then so be it.Nah.I'm not expecting anything from you.There's nothing you can give to me.Yups.I enjoy being with everyone,but i enjoy being with you more.Everyone is speacial to me,but you are more speacial to me.Everyone speacial has a place in my heart.Yea.I was hiding how i feel.And of course i know you have a girl.-roll eyes.I'm not some bloody fool.I'm letting my emotions take the better of me.Am i? -shrugs. duno how i feel.But i know my feelings for you are strong.I guess you know that too.But.Just screw my feelings.

Took some pictures of my very messy table but i was too lazy to upload them in my comp.Tomorrow perhaps.Band tomorrow.In the noon.No late night for me today.Hehh.Anyways i think i'm gonna turn in.

Well, I'll give you a thousand reasons that tonight ,you should grant me this one wish.
Like the one year of my life that I gave to you and now you put me through hell.You break me up.
I should hate you, but I can't replace you in my heart.Why am I so pathetic?

Hey.Bahh.I am bored.Had the sudden urge to blog.Hehh.Yay! Cleared my ever messy table.Looks so clean now.I chucked everything in the drawers.Hehh.What are drawers for anyway.YUPS.Slacked around the house after that.Watched cartoons.Hehh.I was bored.Fell asleep in my room after that.Woke up just in time to buke.Heh.

Was on the net the whole time.I am bored i swear.Hehh.Charmed at 10.Csi at 11.Dark angel at 12.Wa0wEe.Here i am now.Waiting.Yes,waiting for you.=) Don't know wheather your coming online but i'll wait.Wait till i'm tired.Wait till i don't fall asleep.Wait.Waiting.Wait.I'm crappy.Hehh.

Havent' been spending time wit my friends.Been thinking abt them much too.I miss you all of them.I miss onesixfive'.We crapped so much last time.Hahaha.Memories keeps on flooding.Hahh.Those silly canteen times.I'd always bully lisa cause' of the stupid things she does.The best part was lisa didn't mind.=) She's immune to me.Hah.Muliana.One hell of a cheeky girl.Always grabbing people's butt.I bet she get turned on.Woot.She's so smart.But she's always doubting herself.Hehh.Sam.We go all the way back to the primary one days.Been siting with her 2 years.We're always crapping abt guys.Heh.This one is cute la.That one not cute la.Then there's christopher fu eh.-nudges.Hahhh.I shall not be a meanie poo.We had our laughs.One choir girl and one band girl.Yes.We make the music.BAHHHHH.Those were the days la.

It's already 3.00.Hah.I'm talking to stangers.All this people asking for numbers.Asking wheather i got picture and all.Sickos.Bahh.Then there's pervert from everywhere.I just refuse to reply them.I'm sleepy.Ehh your not online yet.Am gonna wait till 4.Hehh.I miss yewws.HAH.Yes.You and you and i miss YOU.Beginning to feel all emo again.What's new.I'm stuck on you.Bahh.I wanna go sing emo songs now.So am i still waiting? Yes i am.=)

The last time i saw you,you were standing by her side.

Heys! Hmm.Been some time.well 2 days since i blogged.Heh.Been lazy la.Hmmm.Went to Geylang with my parents and maid on monday night.Heh.There wasn't much people.Yup.Yup.Yup.Bought my baju raya.Hah.I spend alot this year.And yes,my dad is complaining.Fine la.I spent alot.But for the rest of the year i don't spent.Bahhh.Nahnia.Got back and watched some tele.Hehh.Some guy kept on calling me.Heh.I am friends with weirdos.HAH.

Yesterday.Went out in the morning before going for band.Bahhh.Time pass damn fast and i had to go back to school.Having band.Hmm.Falled in and stuff then we had combine with the brass.The new woodwind instructor came.Mr tay or what so ever the fella's name was.We did scales and tone studies and chorales and all.I was placed next to the tuba player.=|.Thanks sir. Hehh.We played a new song.Cartoon Carnival.Kinda fun la.We played until flinstones.Hah.Yups.Then we all combined.Played tone studies first then the cartoon song and dancing in the wind.Was already bummed out by then.

After band,meet up with sam.We went to eat.Heh.And crap.And we called that crazy fella who msged me.He said he was hakim? Heh.All i know is hakin ngee ann not hakim bukit batok.I swear! It's the people i mix with.Hurr.Got home soon after.Did nothing much at night.Watch tele the whole time till i was tired.Hehhh.Yups.Slept pretty early so that i could wake up to go online.But but but.I overslept all the way till 6something.I'm sorry if you'd waited.Hehhh.Some asshole was calling me in the middle of the night.Didn't bother answering the bloody phone.BAH!

Today.I am suppose to clear my big big dirty very messy table.I'm so lazy to clear it.There's so many things.Oh oh.Maybe if i clear my table,i can find my old old cds.Hah.I am so not organise.HEH! Ohhhh.Nufannnn.Been a long time since i listened to them.I'm suppose to bake cookies but i don't have money to buy the mix.Oh well.Nevermind then.I have cocked up speakers! Rahh.

Oh oh.Lisa you're such a sweetheart.=) Thanks for the cookies.I love you! You're just the sweetest.=)) Eh eh sam! it's not chips more cookies ah.Famous amos.HURRR.I'm feel so emo.I'm choked up with emotions and i duno how to express it.Going to start packing all the junk.Ltrs.

This is where I say I've had enough,and no one should ever feel the way that I feel now.

Heys.Am bored right now.Ripped this thing off and decided to kill time.Hehh.Am not fasting today.Yayness please.=) Debbie.Your such a bastard bitch i swear.I wanna slap slap slap you! Hehh.But i still love you.And i know you love me cause you said it.HAH! Pain pain pain.I hate cramps!! Hmmm.I'm glad we talk things out.=))


1. WHAT TIME DO YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING?
Depends on what time i sleep at night.

2. IF YOU COULD EAT LUNCH WITH ONE FAMOUS
PERSON, WHO WOULD IT BE?
oo0o.There's many many many.=))
eh ehhh!! SPIDERMAN!! Love love.

3. GOLD OR SILVER?
Silver.

4. WHAT WAS THE LAST FILM YOU SAW AT THE
CINEMA?
Uptown girls.Stupid show made me
cry!

5. FAVOURITE TV SHOW?
SPIDERMAN.=)) Whose line isit anyways.Such a spastic show.

6. WHAT DO YOU HAVE FOR BREAKFAST?
Dont eat breakfast but i'm still fat! RAH!

7. WHO WOULD YOU LIKE TO BE LEFT IN A ROOM
WITH?
HEEEEEEEEE!!! -grins.
Spiderman.So i can be spiderwomen and we can
have 2 spiderchildren.Hurrr.

8. CAN YOU TOUCH YOUR NOSE WITH YOUR TONGUE?
Nononononononono.I'm lousy.

9.WHAT INSPIRES YOU?
Food!! Hahh.Nooo.Songs.

10. WHAT'S YOUR MIDDLE NAME?
I dunno.You tell me.

11. BEACH, CITY, OR COUNTRY?
Beach.Beach.Beachh.I want to stay
there.

12.SUMMER OR WINTER?
Summer stars!!

13. YUM?
FOOD! Anything.=)

14. BUTTERED, PLAIN, OR SALTED POPCORN?
Buttered.But the stupid man in the cinema always
mixes it with the salted.Nahnia.

15. FAVOURITE CAR?
Oooo.Volkswagen Bettle!! Then there's
the mercedes.A caddilac!! =) *Top down
sit back rolling in my cadillac.

16. FAVOURITE SANDWICH FILLING?
EGg.Cheese and turkey ham.

17. FAVOURITE TYPE OF MUSIC?
Anything that pleases my ear.
Techno kills!! =)

19. WHAT CHARACTERISTIC DO YOU DESPISE?
People who think that they're damn fuckin' cool.Stupid
people with lousy attitudes.Egoists.

20. FAVOURITE FLOWER?
Ohhh.Rose.Roseeee.I want a big
bouquet!!

21. IF YOU HAD A BIG WIN IN THE LOTTERY, HOW
LONG WOULD YOU WAIT TO SPEND ALL?
Give my parents some.Save some for myself.
Spent the rest like nobody's business.=)

22. DO YOU WEAR PYJAMAS?
Hehhh.Yeaaa.My tweety bird Pj's are
still with mee.

23. WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES?
ORANGE.Hehh.Brown la.

24. HOW MANY KEYS ON YOUR KEY RING?
2 keys on 1 round ring? Hehh.

25. WHERE WOULD YOU LIKE TO RETIRE?
Ohhhh.In my big big big crib.Behind my backyard
where i can lay at the swimming pool filled
with tiki men. =) Ohh.I like!

26. CAN YOU JUGGLE?
Noooo.Hahh.Told you i'm lousy already.

27. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE DAY OF THE WEEK?
Sunday,monday happy day.Tuesday wednesday happy day!!
Hahh.I like fridays!

28. RED OR WHITE WINE?
Red? Heh..

29. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY?
Lunch at fish and co's with my lovers. =)

30. DO YOU CARRY A DONOR CARD?
NOOOOO!

31.WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?
My student companion filled with doodles.=)

32. FAVOURITE BOARD GAME?
Errmm.Monopoly? Oh oh.Then there's
this Simpson chess game.HEH.kinda cute.

33. FAVOURITE MAGAZINE?
Kerrang! Seventine.Cleo.8days.
Anything that i can read in the toilet.

34. FAVOURITE SMELLS?
Calvin kline.Raulph lauren.Green tea.

35. COMFORT FOOD?
LAYS.LAYS.LAYS.

36.FAVOURITE SOUND?
mY saxophone la.Eventhough barry is unwanted
and big and though sometimes he squeks,i still love him! -hugs
Barry's my king and i'm the Quween!=)))))

37. WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD?
Being used 1000times.And dying i guess.

38. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN
YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING?
What time is it?

39.FAVOURITE FAST FOOD PLACE?
FOOD! Maccies i guess.

41. FINISH THIS STATEMENT. "IF I HAD A LOT OF
MONEY...
I will buy 24 bunnies!
Hehhh!! Nahh.i'll give my parents
and then i'll spend spend spend! wHeee!
Shopping spree please.

43. DO YOU SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL?
Yuppp.That cute white lamb with the bow tie.

44. STORMS, COOL OR SCARY?
Scarry.I don't like.

47. FINISH THIS STATEMENT, "IF I HAVE THE
TIME,
I want to finish some lime?
HEHHH! i wanna sleep

48. DO YOU EAT STEMS OF BROCCOLI?
Yup.Yup.yup.FOOD.=)

49. IF YOU COULD DYE YOUR HAIR ANY COLOR, WHAT
WOULD YOU CHOOSE?
streaks of brownnn.

50. WHAT IS UNDER YOUR BED?
Dirt.Dust.Eh eh.My last time crutches.
Ohhhh.Mr BOGGIEMAN.!! -sceams

I saw you again
I think you used me again
Should we try this before me, give up and move on.
and retry to restore what we haven't hold on.

To you:THERE.You wanted so much to see this.I've been having feelings for you for quite some time.It's just that you don't realise and i don't show it cause' i was sensible enough to think about you and your girl.Few days ago.You asked my about my feelings.Finally i confessed.That also took me alot of time to think over and over again.Many questions here and there.I've been hurt by you many times.I guess i was too afraid to say it out.Most of the time,our many 'conversations' will just lead to arguements.I know it's me.I don't blame you if you think i'm a bitch.I know i've hurt you many times too.I do what we do cause i guess i just wanna make you happy or i'll just do for the sake of doing it and getting everything over and done with.I feel as if i'm in this huge mess that i can't get out of.Sometimes you also say things just like that without thinking.I feel as if you don't spare any thought for my feelings.You have to tell me off cause' of things i say.I'd feel like shit after that.Whatever i say,you have a problem with it.Can't i say 'whatever'? I'm entitled to what i want to say.You yourself should know that i'm one hell of an emo girl.Still,i find myself getting hurt time and time again.These nights i've been crying to myself just thinking about what has been happening.I've said whatever you want to know.Please.Tell me how you feel.I'm really really sorry if i'd hurt your feelings.

Penned this one last
because it was the hardest
Yet it meant the most to me at the same time
Feelings are tough to explain
when what i feel is bigger than any word that i can find

So i wrote you this song
To tell you i love you
But I know that thats much less than you deserve
It's all so much less
Then these feelings i'm feeling
I hope my actions speak louder than words
Call me whenever, and i will come running
I'm ready and waiting for ever for you
I'll give you my whole heart
To hold as your keepsake
If you should ever need proof

Remembering the times that we spent together
I know how good it feels to be in your arms
Im always so happy and filled up with laughter
when ever i'm with you i feel safe and warm

Heys.In the weeeee hours in the morning.It's err.03.30am.Gonna sahur soon anyways.Having class later on.Last day tomorrow.Oh i like i like!! =) Hmmm.Yeah.Waiting for him to come online.Got stood up i guess.Oh well.I've stood him up alot of times.I guess it's my turn now.Whatever la.Cried my heart out yesterday.I can't get out of this big mess i'm in.

Hmmmm.Went to school today.Was reluctant at first but i just went.Met justine.Falled in after that.5 of us again today.Cass was pissed.Sax section is always getting bullied.43 for sectionals.Soon sir came.Did the whole song for dancing in the wind.Played then combined.Then had woodwinds combine.Played i believe and sir kept on crapping.

Spent the whole day watching tele and sleeping.Woke up to buke and then pray.Went to my aunt's house.Played with my cousins.I love them.=) Staying in tomorrow.Yay! Tv and sleep again.I like.Hehh.I'm too lazy to type.Hah.Ltrs.

Never a worry would run through my heart like a knife

Heys! Back again.Prolly gonna be a short one cause' i'm using my brother's comp.Heh.Yups.Today we went jamming again.Me,Tan,Debs.Was supposed to go with Nic and sa but they had meeting so we figured we'd go by ourselves.Took a bus to the industrial park.Debs said we should try the other place but i thought there was only one?.Heh.We went to the same one again.WEE LEE music place.HEH.We were crapping around saying that the old apek is wee lee and all.Hurr.

Not much people today.Hehh.That's good.We got the end room today.=)) But the equipment in there just sucks.Hah.The drums are spoilt.Hehh.So we were doing unplugged today.No drummer play what sia.Hah.We were playing a fool with the cameras.Hahhh.We were like waving and saying very hot.Then the apek came in and asked if everything was alright.Heh.

Went back to school after that.Went up to class.Lime green.Hehh.Helped painted since no one wanted to go out.Rah rah rah! Hehh.So now i have to book you first before we can go out? -roll eyes.Hahh.But the whole sms thing was cute.=) Got home at 4something.Slept till buke.Didn't go for prayers.Hehh.I'm soo lazy.Watched hot chick after that.I know i'm outdated.Heh.Watched scary movie 3 too.Hahh! That show is super dumb.Heh.

In friendster now.Feels like a long time since i logged in.I lost interest.HEH.Having band tomorrow.Sectionals i think? I want combine now.Prolly gona head home to sleep tomorrow.Angklung's gonna perform next week.Should i go? NLB.Hehh.Go support Debster.and ohh.Lisa and all too.=)) Hah.Debbie loves me.And i love her.We're lesbian.HAH.Anyways ltrs.

I wanna slap blogger's face.Nahnia.Blogger hates me.RAH! i like i like this song.=))) Debs's just told me that maybe she can't go jamming till dec.WHAT?! hah.She found a job and she's leaving poor muni alone.Rah! Tmr wanna jam but.Hehhhhh.Nic and sa has meeting.Don't tell me only me n debs.Jam what sia.BAH!

Heyels! Havent been updating.Who0o0.Heh.Tuesday had band.Sectionals.Hah.We were just slacking.=) I like the dancing song.Heh.Yups.Went to tampines with debs and justine after band.Colleted my jeans.Nothing much happened after that.Heh.Yups.Didnt go online at night to talk to him.Was too bummed out.Hurr.

Yesterday was suppose to go for band but i was too lazy.Heh.I'm a bad leader.Hurrr.Debbie wanted so much to go jamming.So we went.Me,nic,debs and tanya.Hah.We went the one near my hse.Hah.Made a fool of ourselves.HAH.We didn't know what song to play! Hah.Nicolette played drums and debbie took forever to tune.Heh.There was already people staring at us!! And they were some ugly mats.They disgusts me i swear.They wanted tanya's number.Heh.In the end the went jamming first and asked tanya to wait.Waddahell?! Heh.Left for town wit debs aftertt.Took prints.=)

Today was town again.At first peninsular.Walked to heeren.Saw many cds that i want to buy.=)) Hah.Went to far east to take prints.Was being spastic.Hurrr.Anyways new pictures added. Go see yea? Jamming day. and Prints..Anyways ltrs.

Be obscence.B-e obscene.

Heys.Havent really touched my blog in a few days.Maybe 2.Hah.Sometimes i feel so lazy to update.Heh.I'm such a bum i swear.Sunday was shopping day.=) Yay! I didnt get alot of things but the things i got was kinda expensive.Heh.I feel bad for spending my dad's money.Went to my aunt's first.Wished my cousin cause' it was his 4th birthday.Then we headed to metro cuase they were having some sale.Yups.The shoes there are not nice.Didn't find anything i like there.So we went up.

My mum la.We kept debating over panties.Hah.Bumped into sam and sa.Ohhh! i miss them soo.=) Hah.We have to go out one day.Then walk around somemore.Didn't see anything we liked.My mum paid for the stuff while me and my dad went to tampines mall to get some stupid adidas shirt for my bro.The bloody shirt costs 49.90.Rah rah rah.Went down and stopped at levi's.Hah.I'm happy with my jeans.Levi's.Which moron wouldn't be happy? Hurr.

Made our way to paragon.Was sleeping half my way there.Was tired like anything.Walk around metro again.Heh.Found some stuff for my brother.Got a new adidas sandal that looks cheapo.That's good cause nobody would steal it! Heh.=) We went to go get new lingerie too.Hah.The amount me and my mum spent was just horrible.Heh.

Went back to my auntie's to break fast.My cousins are so cute.=) I love them.Hee.Slept on the couch till after they cut the cake.I only woke up to eat the cake then i slept back.Hurhur.How typical of me.Slept till 10 then we made our way home.Watch duece biggolo? Heh.Yea.Slept at 11.45.Was suppose to go online but i was just plain tired.

Did nothing yesterday.Slacked around and watched tv.Cartoons and drama serials.Heh.Yups.We for prayers with rao after that.Crapped around with her.Heh.Yups.I'm up in the morning entertaining him.How nice.Having band later.rAh.Sectionals.YAY! i like i like.Anyways,laters.

Fate fell short this time
Your smile fades in the summer
Place your hand in mine
I'll Leave when I wanna

Heys! Hmmm.Nothin much happening.Hmmm.Planning to change my tenplate soon.Hehh.Aiming for a black template.Yups.Anyways,I didnt sleep since yesterday.I'm one hell of a tired girl.Watch the 2003 american music awards.Hehh.Saw farhan online.Talked to him till 4.30.Nobody wants to eat the cake i baked.Heh.How could day.Took a can of nescafe and i'm awake the whole day.=))

Yeps.Crapped around with him.I was talking nonsense to him.Yea.So i said i'll be back by 5.30.That loser made me wait till 6.In the end he msged and said that he don't wanna go online.I wanna slap him pls.We had a minor arguement.Hehh.Then it happened.Heh.So i told him my feelings.Rah.Yeaa.I couldnt get back to sleep.I wanna sleep.I want my bed.But i'm going shopping later.Nahnia.Anyways laters.

without me you said you were all alone

Heys.Bah.i so swear that blogger hates me.RAH! I can't like see my template till much later or something.Screw.Hehh.Going to my 2nd cousin's place for breaking fast later.And so my brother doesn't have to go.My parents show favourism around here.Just whatever.Slept at 2.45 yesterday.Was on the net talking to sam and downloading punk'd since i can't watch it.Hehh.So yea.I like the episode where Ashton crashed the fella's car.Fun.

Was online waiting for him to come online too,but i was too tired.Saw his girl online but..Heh.I couldn't be bother.People in irc are perverts i swear.Hah.Was talking to this fella online that time.He started first by cursing at me.I was like Fuck off.Hah.I don't like people talking to me in malay.Heh.And he talks rubbish to me.He asked me where i stayed.Telok blangah.Hurrr.Then yesterday.Alot of girls in your school wears sportsbra right? What the hell.If you wanna ask,pls just ask main.Irratants.

Hehhh.And so i got angry in the morning.The food on the table just simply sucked.It was yesterday's yestrday's the day before yesterday's food.=) There wasn't even bread.Ended up drinking coffee and eating biscuits.Hah.He messaged yesterday.=) He asked stupid stuff.And then i said i missed myself.Hah.I swear i was high.Don't know if i'm gonna go online tonight but i want i want!

Been listening to outkast lately.Hah.HEY YA! shake it like a poloroid picture.Hah.Gonna rush to hmv to get Blink's new album.I love i love them.I like travis.=) He's hot.Hurrr.I think this whole entry is just crap.Hehhh.

Heyels.I think blogger is oh so screwed.That's what i hate about it.ARGH! Maybe i should use back my other blog? Hehh.Whatever la.Hmm.Couldn't be bother using the net yesterday.Exhaustion.Had band yesterday.Bahh.Drag my ass outa bed.Which was at 11.00am.Freaking hell tired cause the night before i was talking to debbie.Stayed up till 3.Had an hour to sleep before sahur.HEH!

Did techniques and stuff yesterday.Then we did new songs! =) Hehh.But still had that i believe song crap.RAh.Hate that stupid song.Anyways.We did Renegade Dances and Dancing in the wind.Nice songs.Something different.Tempo is also fast.Hehh.Was just crapping to nadiah.Band without tiffy is sure boring.Sigh.

Waited for debbie after band with justine cause' she and i didnt wanna go home yet.Went to tampines cause' initially debbie wanted to pierce her ear.Heh.We ended up in toys'r'us again.Then they were showing the 'my little pony' show.Hah.We were just seeing the show.Heh!.Yups.Walked around upstairs and we saw mop huishan! Hah.With that oily hair.Hurhur.She was just spouting nonsense to me and debbie,which we couldnt be bother.

Went home after we were all plain tired.Heh.Yups.Took a 31 with justine and i met nor and geri at the busstop.Yups.Broke fast,Went for prayers then we went to parkway.Hah.Met my mum and my auntie and cousins.Hah.Went to their house and we were back at 12.15.Yups.Was so tired that i just slept after that.Hehh.

BAH! My adidas sandals got stolen in the mosque! Stupid dicks i swear.I just want to slap whoever who took it please.RAH! Heh.Got my ear pierce with debbie on wednesday.Hehh.My ear's sore.Damn.Hah.Debs went to pierce her top ear and it's barely noticeable.Hah.Everything about her is so small.Ears to hands to feet.Hah.Oh starhub decided to re-active my line.=) Yay! That means i'm gonna have late night talks like nobody's business.Hurrr.Anyways i think i've crap enough.

i'll feel better in the morning, nevermind me

Heys.I know my blog is very outdated.Have to bear with it until the A's start.Hah.My stupid brother thinks he's japanese.Rah.Whatever to him.Yeps.Nothing much have been happening.Hehh.Have been going back to school for praticals.Heh.Monday's pratical was the worse.We had to handle with egg yeast to test for aerobic respiration.Yucks.The smell just makes me wanna spit vomit.Hah.The worse thing was my pen smelled and all my paper had droplets of yeast.GRR.And my pencil case reeks.Eww.

After pratical we went to tampines to catch uptown girls.Hah.Yups.Was okay la.Very girly movie.Heh.Stupid debbie kept on disturbing me.Hah.That twit.Hehh.Walked ard after the movie.Yups.They went to eat burger king while i sleep.Hah.Fasting is hard when there's school.Never the less,i didnt break any of my fast yet.=) Went to toys'r'us after that and crapped around.Debs send me to the interchange afterthat.Thanks sweets.Hah.

Yesterday we did pratical too.Some potato strip thing.Hah.My conclusion i wrote was just crap.Hope Mr.Hamzah won't fail me.Hurhur.My graph look like the weezer sign.Hahh.Finish pratical at 9.30.Went to siglap with debs and tanya.Suppose to do homework but we crapped.Saw a cute ang moh boy.Hah.Tanya's bracher(brother) Hurhur.Went home after that.Was lacking of sleep.Heh.Yups got home at ard 1 and slept my whole afternoon through.I'm such a bum i swear.Hurhur.Yeps.Woke up to buke after that.Went for prayers and all.Heh.

Starhub's a bitch.They didnt wanna let me re-activate my line.Hah.My auntie helped me after that and now i have to wait for 7 working days before i can use my line.There goes my late night talks.Dang.My bother have been hoggin the net! Pls.I want to slap him.RAH.Been catching up on tv though.Hah.All the late night shows.Saw blood surf yesterday.Then this postherem show yesterday.Kinda like true files but the american version.

Hah! i miss the rehearsels we had!! And that day debs told me she wanted to go jamming.Prolly we'll just get thrown out for the songs we're playing.Hehh.Oh oh oh!! That day i saw syafiq.Heh.He was wearing 'i love st.pats' shirt.Hehh.He's cute and short.Hah.I like i like.I want a cat.Purrrrrrr.I want to get blinky's new album which is gonna be out next week! I think? Hah. 18th november.Saw the new vid just now.Tom looks hot.=) Mark looks bald.Hehh.And travis has a nice hairdo.Hehh.Think i'll stopels for now.Ltrs.

I think I'm fallin' asleep
But then all that it means is
I'll always be dreaming of you

Heyels! It's been quite sometime since i blogged.Hehs.Yups.Brother of mine always using that modem.RAH! Heh.Hmm.Fasting started already.It's been errr.6days?.Yea.Been going for prayers too.Hah.I'm hardworking.=).Anyways,Friday was the last day of school.wheeeee! And we did our creative comp too and we got in 2nd! =) We were damn proud of ourselves.It was something big for us cause' we never did take part in anything before.But it was nerve breaking too.Heh.Each of us had our own solo part too play.Nic was muthu.I was Rosminah.Sam was Rosemary.Debbie was Tan Ah Kau and Lisa was johnny.Heh.Kinda hilarious la.The 2.5 people were so cute! They made us banners! Hah.It was so funky and cute i swear!! =) We kept the vest and poster.Heh.Our first 'gig' in school.Hah.Yups.Cheered until my voice went away.Hah.Went up too class and listened to the recording that we did at the newater plant.Hah.It was funny like anything.Plain retarded.Heh.Yups.Carried tables down for the sec 4's.Made our way to Av theaterette.Telling us which subjects to drop and stuff.So most of us decided to drop literature eventhough it was the best subject.But it was the hardest to score.Pure lit.Sighh.=( Hmm.Anyways.Went to town after that.Me and sam only.Hah.Went to topshop to get my bag.Then sam went to macs.So we decided to go to esplanade to chill.Met up with lisa at city hall.Hah.Walked ard and bummed into joanna and co.We walked to suntec and crap.Debbie was mine for the whole day.-winks.Hah.Went home at ard err 4+? Took the train.Lisa followed me to bedok.That sweet child.Hah.We crap so much in the train.Debbie la! Trying to be lame.So i was tired.Squat down since there was no seat.She started to pat me.Hah.I was the cat?! What the hell?! Heh.She was like' i like the way you do the right purrrr' i like your frrrrr.duno what earrrrrr.Nonsense.Hah.Yups.Reached home and slept.Hmmm.Results weren't that bad la.Still need brushing up.Failed maths and accounts.BAH! Yups.Slept the whole day yesterday cause' i was drained.Hah.It's like 5.16am now.I'm suppose to be in bed.