Moments from mourning.

verbs and nouns.

Wednesday, December 31, 2003

Tomorrow is heartbreak.

Heys.Bahh.Just woke up.Haha.I'm such a bum.Hurr.Hmm.So much happened but didn't update.Too lazy to type.Haha.Okok.Shall just start on monday.Went to the dunearn band concert.Met justine and the whole lot of band girls.Haha.Concert was good.They were good.Haha.They had 2 barries! I have one and the only one.=(.Heh.Anyways we had supper afterthat.McDonalds at suntec.Then we went home.Reached home at 11.45.My gay ass bitch brother was being a pain.Whatever to him.Yeps.

Yesterday.My cousin was irratating.He stayed over my house since sunday night.Haha.Yeps.Met debbie to cut hair.But my hair doesnt even look shorter! Haha.No difference like that.Waste money.Haha.After that debs went to my house.Waited for me and my bro to go meet my mum and aunt at tampines.My mum bought a phone.7250i.Haha.Was just playing around with the camera.Hur.My bro was showing attitude cause he didn't get a phone.Waddahell.Loser.Lunched at maccies.Met debs again.

After we got her stuff we went to sunplaza.Hahaha.We saw ugly bikers.Heh.All the cats didn't like us.Sunplaza cats are scaredy cats.Hurr.Yeps.Then wanted to go to the bike trail? Hah.But my mum called so we started walking back.Saw this couple coming out from the wheelchair toilet.Together!.Hahhh.Yea.Got a dog poo bag.Souveneir.Hahhhaa.Gonna scan it ltr.Hah.Ohhh.While walking out we saw too cats fucking.HAHA.Debbie was just staring and staring.I swear.She was getting turned on.Maha.

Met mum at the posb.Then walked to the interchange.Then then then we went back to my aunties place.Went for hot spa and sauna.Hah.Yeps.Slacked all the way till 11.Auntie send us back.Was about to go online.Then my bloody brother still having that fucked up attitude went to go and hide the modem.What the fuck.He's such an ass.Bahh.Talked with deb afterthat.Then we conference with bubu.

Called tanya afterthat.Conference with mal,dee,tan,deb,ben and tim.HAH.Was really funny.i'm moni not muni.Hurrr.moni my moon.Hur.Yeps.Then everyone started putting down.Heh.So left me,tan,dee,deb,mal and bubu.Crapped till i was sleepy.Haha.Yeaa.My dad not coming home till friday.wo0o.=) Going out later but i don't feel like coming home late.Haha.I only have 5buckers in my wallet.Hahaha.Meeting debbieeee.Finally my phlog is up.Go all the way down and you'll all see it.hahha.

Oh oh.I saw Y O U yesterday.With your girl.Yeps.Hahh.Sorry i can't make time.I care about you.I just don't know how to show it.Maybe you care about me,maybe you don't.I don't know if you're sincere.But whatever it is,i care about you.

i wanna sing like tom delonge

Tuesday, December 30, 2003

Hanging by a moment.

Heys.Just got back.Haha.Was really tired.Having headahce.NOOO.On the phone with debbie now.Debbie said hi.Hurr.Hi debbie.She wanna be pro guitar player.HAHAHAH.Opps.Think i'll say what happened tomorrow.Hahha.Gonna reply the taggels.

Debbie:Pippins is mine you fool.Get your hands off him!! NOOOO! hah.

Ladysara:Heys.Hmm.Wondered how you hopped all the way here.Haha.Anyways thanks.=))

Farhihin:Haha.Pippins is cute.I don't like elijah wood that's why i don't put his picture.Hahahahaha.Mr frodo.Hahaha.Debbie and her FREDDO.Hurr.

Hmm.That's it.I'm too lazy to write everything.Dunearn band was great.Espeacially their syf peice.=) Haha.Yea.Okok.Ltrs.Debbie wanna play me a song.=)

it's a miracle,that we are here today

Monday, December 29, 2003

Junkie man,tell me where your story is.







Pippin looks great.Ahhh.His name is billy boyd.Just like brandon boyd.But their not related i think? Heh.Oooh.He soo rock.Heh.Hurr.Going for band concert later.Meeting justine soon.Eating dinner with the other band people.Yeps.Ltrs.

Sunday, December 28, 2003

Corners made of borders, borders made of law and order.

HOOO.Deleted yesterday's post casue it was abit crappy la.Heh.Band yesterday.Was alright.Crapped with justine and tiffy as usual.Haahha.They were trying to pronouce all the words without their alphabelts infront.Right.Heh.The rehearsel was okay la.Finished at 1.Bruch with tiff and justiney.

Dinner out yesterday.With deb.Haha.In the mrt saw matnation.Ahh.So much.So scared.Hahaha.Met deb and doug after that.That doug ah.Wanna rubbish forever.Hurr.Ate laksa at lucky plaza.Many many mat-hood and minahnation.Heh.Headed to far east after that.Thought can see Mr nemo but he wasn't working.Heh.Ooo.We saw rodney olivero and the frontman from none so far.Haha.

Took prints also.Haha.Upoaded them already.It's under prints.Yeps.Got home at around 10? Yea.Slept early yesterday.Yepss.Suppose to go for the compassvale concert thing but i don't think i'll go or not i'll be going alone.What a loner.Hurrr.But dragged lisa with me? Heh.Dunno ahh.Bah.That cat is still outside my house.Heh.It scratchels my maid.Ahaks.Bahhh.Okok.

I have money.=) Yayy.Just like honey.Heh.Yesterday was teaching tiff the yandamama 'song'.Yanda mama and the papa under mango tree/then the papa ask the mama wanna marry me/then the papa ask the mama want to make baby/then the papa fuck mama like crazy/then mama said come on' baby.MAHAHA.Nonsense.The 2 lines she made it up.Hehhh.Anyways i'm so sleepy.Nap nap.Ltrs.

oh serena,i know what they say about you.

Saturday, December 27, 2003

Three simple words.

Heys.Tell me i'm crazy.Heh.I watched roTk again.The show is just too fanstatic to miss.Hurr.Didnt turn up for band today.Had some things happening in the morning.Was back by evening.Met debs after that.We were suppose to go find a drummer and guitarist? Haha.But ended up watching a movie.Heh.At least i understand the whole story now.Heh.Watch two towers yesterday.=) Pippins is so smart.Plus,he can sing too.Hah.

Yeps.Movie finished at 930.Heh.Walked around.Then we saw this ah-beng.And it was debbie's friend.Debbie.How could you mix with them.LORX.DOTX.Maha.Then we went to sunplaza after that.Hah.Wanted to enjoy the breeze.Heh.Walk walk and we didnt made a round cause it was already 10 by then.Took a train home.Slow-mo like anything.Was at bedok int.then i was in the line queing up.There was this couple.Kept on staring at me.Fine.Then they were childish.Playing the set-set-set,mi-mi-mi game.Whatever to them please.And the girl was wearing this snowcap.-roll eyes.

Got home and found that cat at my house.Yeaahh.The lembu.I'm changing its name to merry.Hurr.I'm obsess with lotr.Yea.My maid brought it to the market but somehow it found its way back to my house.Smart cat.Gave it fish after that.Yeps.Poor kitty.It likes me too much to be separated from me.Hahaha.

Tomorrow's plans for cutting hair has been cancelled cause tanya cannot make it.Heh.Means i'm free tomorrow.Dunno what i'm gonna do though.Hah.Noo i'm not gonna touch my homwork.Heh.Got performance also on the 2nd.So i'm lucky.=) Heh.Ahh.Fuck it.Like i give a bloody damn.But school's gonna re-open.Happy? Definately.Motivated? Nopes.Haha.Havent show my dad my report book.Die.Hah.

Thinking all these nights.Since that day.I can't let out all my feelings.There's still some parts where i have to keep to myself.I thought you would understand but i was so so wrong.And so now we're trying to avoid each other? Well,i know i'm not.School starts next week.That's when our story really ends.By then,i wouldnt have time for you.

There's not a chance 'cause this is totally ridiculous
Don't play little games with me baby,'Cause you know it's already over

Thursday, December 25, 2003

I want your salvation.

Heys.Merry christmas to all! =) I want presents.Haha.Went to sam's place yesterday.Was kinda late so i missed danielle,benny and ben wee?.Yeps.Came around 9.Tan,dee and nic was there.We just relek one corner and crap as usual.Nic left afterthat.Hurr.

Then we went to eat.Sam,dee,tan and me crapped so much i swear.We were telling her the lisa story.Moo taa fucker.Hahahaha.Then we were talking about lord of the rings.Not knowing who is who.Maha.And what happened during that time in the jamming room.Hah.

Went out to go watch mandy's wedding on cd.Couldn't really spot my face though.Heh.Only the last part.Hahaha.Yeps.Then we went to go plan our marriage.Bahh.I didn't though.I had fun with the little childrens.=) I like rachel.She's so pretty.Haha.Yeps.Then they counted down till christmas.Heh.Everyone was with their phone smsing the whole entire contact list in their phone.Hah.I went to message mal,'Merry christmas,where's my parents?' Hahahaha.

Slacked around abit and we went home.Sam gave me a plush lamb.It's so cute! I like i like.Bigger than my other mehmeh.And it's name is lulluby.My bigger one is pippins.=) My parents drove through orchard after that.See all the lights and people.It was happy bangrah day.Many bangrahs around.Heh.Send denise home first then we went all the way to yishun ring to send ms tanya home.Haha.Got home at 2.30.Msg msg till i slept.Tanya told me she went to go meet mal.waddahell?! Stupid child.

Hmm.School tomorrow.Don't feel like going but have to go.Sigh.Ohh.Denise is gonna cut my hair on saturday.Yes.I let her do it.Hahaha.After seeing what she did to tanya's hair.Heh.And it's free anyways.=) Watched foTR yesterday.Hah.I'm still taking pippins.I want to watch two towers! Heh.Then my brother borrowed the book.Yay.I'm gonna read.Hurr.Suppose to go make the cereal thing but i don't have any cereals.Hah.I'm so lousy.Think i'm gonna nap.Ltrs.Oh.And debs back.=))) I wanna be a homosexual.Hawhaw.

I'll find myself drifing in a sky full of...scars they cut into you

Wednesday, December 24, 2003

A certain shade of green.

Heys.Hmm.Went to watch roTK today.=) Best show ever.It was soo nice.Heh.The battle scenes were great.Hah.Pipin is my boyfriend.He's one cute hobbit.Hehs.Sam knows nuts about lotr.Hahaha.Was asking her whats cate banchlette's name in the movie.She was like,isn't that arwin? HUR.Ahh.I still prefer pipin to legolas.Maha.

Went to far east after that.Bought a belt.Was trying to be smart.Haha.Wanna wear it there and then but the thing kept on going up my jeans.Hurr.Walked to heeren after that.Sam wanted her converse's.Got something like sa's shoes but it's laces.Sa called and said that she wanted to meet us.Headed to centrepoint.Sam went to shop.Sa came with a big quiksilver bag.Silly girl bought a globe bag.Why is she so rich?.Heh.

Took a train down to paya lebar after that.Hahaha.We crapped so much.Lisa is dumb.Haha.I swear.We were asking,why she don't have any bung name like bobby or barry or robbie.HAH.The she was saying is what so lame and stuff.Heh.Then then then.HAH.She said that she went to buy a flesh imp tee that day.They gave her a free book.The was alot of drawings of skaters la.The she said she saw.Muthufucker.HAHA.She said it reminded her of nic.HURRRRR.Then she 'nooo.it's MUTHAfucker' and she pronounce it as MOO TAA.Hahahahahahaha.Dimwit!! (sa.i'm so sorry.) Hahaha.I laugh and laugh and laugh.And we missed our stop.Hurr.

Went to go drop the book and we took a cab back.Dad was ringing my phone.Bahh.Yeps.After a week of not going out,i feel so drained easily.Hah.Went to go visit my granduncle just now.He's pretty okay.Only that his chests hurts when he sneezes.Poor thing.Watched dude,where's my car.Hahahaha.Bloody lame show.Very very lame.Heh.Yups.Went home after that.

Going to sam's house tmr.Party.=) Heh.Hope she'll like the present.Eventhough it's cheapo.Bleahs.Gonna make cereals with honey tomorrow.Postponed my date with ms richardson to saturday.My dad's leaving singapore on 26th.Hurrr.Town i think.Ohh.Debs bought chocs for me.She's coming home tomorrow.Think she'll reach singapore on the 25th.=) Can't wait.Heh.I'm also gonna watch fellowship of the rings and two towers tomorrow.Ahhh.Heh.I still have many things left undone.And school starts next week.Hai.

Don't think you understand my feelings cause you know shit about it.This is MY blog.What i wanna say is MY problem.I'm untitled to what i say.Yesterday,come on.I waited ALL week for you to come online.Did you know? No.Instead,you left when i was talking half-way.I was dumb to even wait.Doing everything was a big mistake.I regret it.Thinking about all those days.Plain stupidness.

And he keeps telling everyone about me,Like how I'm such a fool and that I'm so deceptive,
I think I'll make him eat the ground.

Tuesday, December 23, 2003

What the fuck.I hate you.I swear and this time i mean it.You left me here.Crying.Everything is going very wrong.

Monday, December 22, 2003

These boots are made for walking and that's just what they'll do.

Heys.Been few days since i blog.Hah.Anyways.Been pretty busy too.Finally the wedding yesterday.Haha.I'll post the pictures soon.If i ain't lazy to upload it.Haha.The pictures are shitty too.Ahh.Braided half of hair yesterday.I'm gonna braid my whole head one day.Hahaha.Yeps.

The groom is really nice.Haha.But his twin brothers doesnt look like twins.They look so so different.And they looked really cina.Heh.Not really my type.Bleahs.Haha.I'm so choosey.Hahaha.Yeaaa.Got home at 10something and slacked all the way till 2.I couldn't be bother using the net.Heh.

Band today.Rah! Have to come back on the 26,27,31 and 1st.Waddahell.26 is boxing day.They should have a holiday.And 1st! It's a PUBLIC holiday and their making us come back.What sia.Suppose to date Ms Richardson on friday but but but.Bloody sec1s.All of them better join band ah.Heh.

Went to tampines after band with justine.Lunched at Maccies again.Haha.We were laughing and laughing at god knows what.Heh.Walked around and saw the couple i saw at the gig.Hehh.I've grown to like them.Mahahaha.Walk round and round and we stopped at haaigen daz.I still wanna try their brownie attraction.Heh.It looks really attractive.Heh.My money was spent on food and i'm pennyless now.

Town with sam tomorrow.Gonna catch roTK.The earliest show at plaza sing.Heh.Woo0o0o.Hope i can understand the movie.Who is who or what is what.Hahaha.I want to be 'in' the crowd.I want to talk about the movie when school re-opens.Hahaha.Then i want to buy belt.Then i want Maryjanes for no reason.Hah.I want shoes.I want shoes.I want shoes.Heh.

I'm not gonna start on my homework cause i can't be bother.Heh.Just whatever to homework please.=) I'll wait till the last mintue to do it.Heh.Typical me.My brother is gonna teach me on saturday.Hah.He say start earlier so that he can be paid earlier.He's obsess with that bloody computer of his.He wants to spend 800buckers just to buy computer parts.Heh.Bum.

I'm just invited to a party.Heh.Don't think i'll be going cause i'm too lazy.Heh.Talk with tiffy just now.Hah.We're always sharing all this funny stories.Haha.It's not that funny but,yea.Wouldn't really expect both of us to be this kind of person.Hurr.Hehh.Yups.Sighhh.I feel as if i have no friends.RAH.We're all not close anymore.I'm a loner.Waiting for someone to hook me up.Heh.I'm trying hard to sing op ivy's song but i so can't keep up.I feel lousy.


I sit and hear you sleep
I dont want to go
you're there beside me
but you're so far away
I talk to you
while you're asleep
you can't hear a word
you can hear everything

tears are feelings we can't say
tears mean that you care
tears are mixed emotions
tears are more than tears

the pouring rain
from my eyes
means too much
to keep inside

I sit and watch you leave
my life forever
I know you'll be gone so long
my last words mean nothing
and I tell you I care
and nothing more
I can't say how I feel
so I cry

tears are feelings we can't say
tears mean that you care
tears are mixed emotions
tears are more than tears

it's the light
behind the shadow
that sacred face
behind the mask



the white lights leading you on.
is this the end?

Saturday, December 20, 2003

I'll be there for you,when you need somebody.

Heys.Haha.Ya.It's the moffatts.Soo.I do listen to pop.Hurr.No techno please.Cause it hurts my eardrums.Hah.Up at 10 today.Bloody hell.I can't find 100buckers from my green packets.Please tell me i'm screwed.Die die die.I'll go find for it when i'm free.Heh.Yups.My mother nagged and nagged till i woke up.Hurr.Yups.Slacked around till 2 then my dad send me to my auntie's house to help.

I'm a temporary babysitter now.I swing swing my adik till she slept.Hah.Then i lay on my auntie's bed and slept.Hah.Told tanya that we can be babysitters and we can join the babysitter club.She wants to be claudia.HAHA.Nonsense sia.Yea.Slept till 6 cause adik woke up.Then play with her till night.Hah.I'm supposed to go to my auntie's house tomorrow to play with her.In the morning.Right.

Thought my auntie and cousins would be coming today but tomorrow then their coming.Bluff my only.Hah.My brother's such a dimwit.Hansons and Moffatts are different.Haha.Hmm.Planning on what songs to play when debbie comes home.Heh.Nothing hard for her or me.Hehs.We shall re-name ourselves and be the unpluggers.HURR.Hah.The clash,The smiths,The distillers,The get up kids,The mighty mighty bosstones.Finally,The Muni.Hehs.

Wanted to get some work done but i'm one lazy arse.Haha.I'm talking to one saxophonist.We have so much to talk about.Haha.Monday got school.Woo0oo.Oh oh oh.My granduncle got into an accident.Don't know his condition cause' they only allow one person to go in.Bleahs.Hope he'll be alrightey.=) Christmas is next week.Yay! Cause ms dearest lisa goh is buying me something i want and it's not shoes but it's a belt.Hah.AHH.Op ivy is one good old-school ska/punk band.=)) Anyways i'm gonna chat.Ltrs.

Every waking hour it seems,i'll only have you in my dreams

Friday, December 19, 2003

Motown Cinderella.

Heys.Hmmm.Yes yes,i've started on my homewrkd.=) But i don't feel the accomplishment yet cause' i've only done a few lines.Hahaha.I'm pathetic.Started with social studies.These Sri Lankans.Haha.Think i'll start next week.Yups.Gonna busy from tomorrow onwards.Weddings.=) Saw the pelamin just now.Not bad la.Blue.With fake roses.Hah.

Talked to sam just now.Hah.Been some time since we caught up.Yups.Talked for about an hour.Went to my auntie's just now.Haha.Saw my cousin.She's so cute.And smart.=) she's coming over tomorrow.Yay!.Gonna play with her.Here comes the digicam.=)

Been thinking these past few nights.About 2004.N'levels.Sure it's not a big thing but still,it's an exam.Gonna promise myself that i'll study very hard.Having all sorts of tuition next year.Hahaha.My brother's gonna teach me maths.He's gonna get paid by my dad.150buckers/month.Think i'm gonna get him to teach me physics too.Hildya can help me in bio and i'm gonna get accounts tution from mujib's friend? Hah.All private.I'm gonna get all the attention i need.Hurr.ltrs

I hadn't thought about him in a while until she showed up in a dream I had lying listless in a bed.

Thursday, December 18, 2003

Hopelessly devoted to you.

Haha.It's 03.47am now.Yes.I'm still up.What am i doing.Chatting.Hah.I seriously have no life.Hurrr.I want to sleep.Sooon.And i said i wanted to do my homwork.Hah.Ended up watching tele.

NOTE TO SELF:You do your homework or you stay home.

sat around and checked my watch
as I waited for the midnight hour
and I thought about the things
that happened

Wednesday, December 17, 2003

Quality soft-core.

Heys.Hah.I'm so so suppose to do my homwork.I wake up wanna do already.But but but i looked at the modem.HAH.So yes.I've been online since.Had the whole house to myself today.Hah.Am suppose to be on a movie marathon too.American history X and lord of the rings:fellowship of the rings.But ended up doing onesixfive`'s blog.Haha.Now it's so pretty cause it has everyone's face.Mainly mine.Hurrr.

Just finish watching this journey to the middle earth thing on tele.Hah.Now i wanna watch ROTK.Wanted to go watch it with my brother tomorrow but waking up at 9 just to go watch? Haha.Hope i can go catch it next week since i'm so free.Hah.I'm free everyday.Note to self:Homework awaits you.Do do do! Hah.Better start on it tomorrow,better still,do now.Ltrs.

Do you remember,
that feeling, that we had long ago
Well it's almost gone

Tuesday, December 16, 2003

Take me out to a ball game.

Heys.What a boring day.Heh.I did nothing and i still had to wake up at 12.Such a dope.Thanks to my VERY loving father.And i slept at 3.Wanted to stay out longer but my grandma was being such a ass.She was pestering me to sleep.So i slept.Cause nobody was online.Yea.Went to my auntie's place yesterday night.My cousin was scratching me all over.Heh.But i still love him and his cute sister.Heh.She reminds me so much of me when i was small cause my bro and me looks like both of them when we were young.Re-birth.Muaha.

AHH.The day's so boring i swear.The week's gonna get lagik boring.Sial ah.I don't really want to go out cause i'm tired of town.Heh.Preparation for wedding on friday.Sat and sunday i'm off to the wedding.Nasi briyani.=).Ohhh.My cousins are sleeping over my house on friday.=) I can't wait to entertain them.Heh.

Hah.Benny and me are into porn now.Yes.I'm dirty.According to Mr emo boy here,i'm a saxerphoneristocrat.What's that? Hurr.Debbie's leaving tomorrow.NOOO.Debbie! Buy yourself a nice normal bra.Hah.I'm evil.And buy me my christmas present too! I'm getting lisa to get me shoes.I WANT SHOES! I'M A WHINY LITTLE BRAT.YES YES YES.Hah.I'm crapping.Yes i know.Shut up muni.Ltrs.

Hey, little alternative girl
Don't you wanna be my friend?

Monday, December 15, 2003

Heys.Bleahs.I feel bloody hell sick.My mum is constantly nagging at me.AHHH.Shut up la.Stay home i get nagged at,i go out i get nagged at.What the hell does she want sia.Rubbish women like her.Bah.Anyways.yesterday's gig was alright.It started late cause' of the rain.

Met veron.Went to suntec to take my brother's prom photo.Then we had to wait an 1hr before getting it.So we went to the gig first.Haha.Veron told me about her weird dream.Haha.Mr david eh? Hurr.Yea.Went there and nobody was performing.Bluff us only.Heh.Walked to far east and all.Heh.Then headed back and heard none so far playing.Then our glory dead.The singer can really scream boy.Haha.Then gorbachev.Oh oh oh.That cute bassist.He's so cute.Cause' he's small.Haha.And his fuzzy hair.I bet he's 15 or 16.Hah.Yeps.Then i had to rush back.

Oh we walk all the way to suntec again to collect my bro's photo.Thought it was some big photo.One pathetic little photo.Wasted my time walking around.Went back all the way to the train station cause' we couldn't find the bus stop.Haha.Yups.Hmm.Made my way to hildya's house after that.BBQ.Makan spree please.Heh.There was only the family people.Yups.Was suppose to spend my night there but didn't bring extra clothes.So went home.Heh.Attached to the comp and the phone.Slept at 430.Haha.I refuse to wake up early.Supposed to be slacking at home today.And yes i am.

Have to start on my homework soon.Or not i'll just end up copying.Heh.Bahh.There's 78million mosquitoes attacking me.I'm getting bites everywhere.Haha.Benny.Waddahell.I don't like that guy getting turned on on me.Hahaha.You're another sicko.Heh.My red shoes are killing my long feet.Hahaha.It's giving me blisters! Haha.But i still love them.=) I'm planning to get more shoes.I think i wanna buy shoes every 2months.Haha.Then i can go collect shoes.Hurr.I'm bloody hell crapping.

Hah.I had many dreams last night.Heh.I guess it's always the same dreams.Yeps.YOU were in my dreams.Hah.It was pretty funny though.Fighting and all.Hurr.Yeps.I guess i was upset yesterday.Sensetive? Yups.It's hard to treat you as a something now.We're a nothing.Bah.I don't know la.I wished i'd never knew you so i would't get hurt.Ltrs.

What about,what about,what about you?

Sunday, December 14, 2003

Heys.Sick,sick,sick.Having the worst sore throat ever.And there's flu.Thanks to my brother.Hah.Gonna pop a panadol cause going to Detrash later.Told my mum that i was going out with hildya.She's gonna cover for me.=) Haha.Love her.Mum's been angry with me cause i've been going out alot.Haha.She thinks i'm spending my hari raye money.Heh.I am but not alot? Hurr.I wanna plant a money tree please.Yesterday when i told her i was going out,she yelled and yelled at me.Rah!

Yesterday's gig was good.Met veron at 430 and made our way to substation.Yeps.When we were in,internationl slumber party was performing.Haha.The drummer was good.So was the bassist.Then potential problem was next.Then none so far.Haha.Butch bassist.Maha.Shall not discriminate.Electrico's bassist was very good.Hah.I like i like.Then i think it was disco buiscuit.Mahaha.They were being diss by all the punks.Hehh.But they were boring.Then they had this metal band.Waddahell.Hah.I'm not a big fan of metal here.Heh.Fishtank was next.=) Haha.Everyone was just skanking.Heh.Then then then.There was this bloody pervert.I swear i just wanted to slap him.First he was hitting on veron.Then veron moved front.Then i saw this fella hands around my hips.I was like maybe this guy mistook my for someone else.Then waddahell.This guy got fuckin' turned on.He pulled me so close to his bloody cock.He's sick.Then i was trying to be close to veron but this ass kept on holding onto me.Somemore he tried to pull my shirt up from behind.Fucker i swear.Then i just back away from him.He handsome nevermind la.But ugly like anything.Mr scurngy face spongebob is so much better.Heh.

The whole crowd left after that.All the rudies and punks and dunno what la.Hah.Plain sunset after that.Heh.Yups.Headed home after they played.Subway is such a ripped off.I've never paid 2buckers for a can drink before.Bloody subway.No wonder their rich.Heh.Went home after that.My grandma was crazy.Stupid women.Nagging at me like anything.Ate my late dinner and slacked around and slept.Heh.

Ahhh.My noes is dripping,my throat is itchy my blisters are hurting and i still wanna make a song out of red shoes.Paper anyone? Hildya is just crazy.She was like telling me.'You make sure you don't come home late and you better be home safe.Don't be drunk or anything' Waddahell.I never drink la.Hurr.Anyways,ltrs.

Somebody's Heine'
is crowdin' my icebox

Friday, December 12, 2003

Heys.Did nothing today.Slacked arond the house.Oh.Remember what i did.Slept the whole day.Down with sore throat and a slight fever i think.Yups.Wanted to go out but but but i think my mum will just nag at me.Heh.Yesterday chalet was okays.Better than i expected.Hurr.

Had a wake up call from justine.Was suppose to meet her and joselyn at 830 but i overslept.Haha.Yups.Headed down to joycelyn's house to paint the box.After that we went to whitesand's to eat.We sat there until 230 to kill time.Did our message thing and then we headed down to aranda.Joycelyn still not there.Bleahs.We went to burger king to slack.Went back to aranda at 330.

Help nat and jac with the bowling pin thing then help justine with the box.Haha.Steph came at 6something.Debating on where to go.So we went to the beach which is not so near.Haha.On the other side of aranda.Walk walk walk till we were tired.Sat down at some bench and set up.Heh.Listen to steph play and all then we me,justine,cass,gen,joselyn and yong cai walk further down the beach but then we saw lightning so we headed back.Justine and me was just crazy.We were talking about prata.Hehh.

Came back and ate and ate ate and grew fat.Haha.Then it drizzled.Went to the shelter then we all went up to see Dr.Tigerrr.Hahaha.Dumb show.Haha.Gave steph her present.Haha.Then she gave us cookies.They were good.=) Left at 10 cause my mum kept on calling.Rahh.Walked out with steph and gen.Went to meet justine at burger king first.Heh.Yups.Tiff and cheryl was there.Hahaha.I got a toberon and keanda beauno.If that's how you spell both of the chocs.Haha.Justine's parents sent me home.Yups.My mummy nagged at me.'Don't come back next time'.Nahnia.Heh.Nevertheless i had fun.=))

Weekends are here! =) Haha.Don't think i'll be going for the concert tomorrow.Sam don't wanna go.And so i'm left with no tickets.Rahh.Gig tmr.Hopefully i won't be too sick.Sunday going for detrash.Veron wants to go so yea.Heh.Hmm.Haven't tell my mum yet.Haha.But i did tell her last week that i'm going to concerts.Haha.Yups.Anyway i am going to concerts only that it's a gig? Hurr.Bah.I'm crapping.Added some pictures in saxophone section.Ltrs.

Sax section without tiffy.


In your eyes I see a darkness that torments you
and in your head where it dwells.

Wednesday, December 10, 2003

Heys.I'm tired today.Haha.Drained out like anything.Band today.930 falled in.Met justine,gen and yong cai at the canteen.Then we headed up.Falled in and stuff.Joycelyn went to go talk to justine first.Hah.About..Hmmm.Someone.Yups.Hall afterthat.Played warmups and all then started the songs.Renegade,Beauty and the beast.15mins break.Then played Dancing in the wind,Cartoon.But but but played the new song today.3 southern vinegettes? Hah.Whatever that song is.

Brought home a stand and the file.Haha.Debbie's such a bum.She was like holding the stand then she said.'this one flute ah?'.Hah.Lame girl.Me and debs wanted to jam but 2 people what to jam.Headed to century square foodcourt for lunch.Sat over 1hr just talking about our childhood.Walk walk around tampines afterthat.The oh-so boring place.Haha.Headed to city hall to meet the section.Haha.We had fun.=) Won't say what we bought cause' steph will know if she reads my blog.Haha.But everything was expensive.Bleahs.I'm broke like anything.Money money money.I want it just like hunny.Where's my bunny.Shut up already.Haha.Heh.Tomorrow heading off very very early in the morning.Going to joycelyn's hse.830 meeting justine.Bleahs.How early can that be.Duno if i'm gonna stay long cause my mum wants to go visiting.But i'm too lazy.Haha.Friday.Class picnic.Haha.Somthing different.But dunno la.Hah.I saw hakim today.=) His one handsome guy.Very charming.=))

The pussy cat is still outside my house since yesterday night.Mujib say kiss it and maybe it'll turn into a handsome guy.Mahaha.Cause the cat kept on grazing its fuzzy fur on me.But it's one manje cat.I call it Lembu.(Cow in english) Haha.Aye aye.I think i'm calling that cute starbucks guy who look likes nemo,izwan.Hahaha.Friendster now.I'm adding alot of people.People that i expected not to be in friendster has friendster.Waha..Ahh Ahhh.How hard it is to find someone in friendster.Heh.Anyways people in my house now.Ltrs.Bloody hell.I smell like cat.

My oh-so white shoes.Haha.I was bored la.

The cat outside my house.Lembu.=)

Look at it's face.Upclose.Haha.

STRECHHHHH!

Ngah manje manje.Haha.

Haha.It likes me.=) Maybe it's my long lost boyfriend.Maha.


And now you search your heart,which is a better start
then looking in the wrong way,now when the lights go out, your no longer in doubt

Tuesday, December 09, 2003

Helloooo.Haha.Yes yes.I'm happy today.I'm one happy Quween today.=) Woke up early today cause' meeting sam at 10.45.Yups.Took a bus then train down to town.Heh.Yups.We crapped and crapped.Slow walk from orchard mrt to far east.Killed time.Popcorn chicken for brunch.Haha.Then then then.-Scream.That cute starbucks guy.Yes the one that looks like nemo was there.Yay! Hah.He works morning shift.Maha.Hah.And i brought my camera today.=)) Hee.Followed sam to go do her fringe thing.Went back down.It was raining.Hah.Went to starbucks to chilled.Thought that he wasn't there already but but but he was behind washing the dishes.After i ordered then he came out.And that fella who made my drink is..Bleahs.He makes the worst rhumba.I'm being bias here.Heh.

Yeps.Tried taking his picture.Please remind me to buy extra batteries when i go out next time.Haha.Stupid cameo of mine is just retarded.So so so i thought i offed the flash.And then when i start snapping the flash came on.I was like.Shit.Haha.Then i started talking nonsense.Hahaha.Fine.Heh.Offed to taka cause sam wanted that milkshake thing.Hah.Then we went to penin.Haha.Sam just loves taking photos.Hahah.It was retarded.Hah.

Yups.Got off at city hall.Walk walk walk.The first store we went to was cheap but still walked around.Hah.Yups.Found a nice red converse shoes.And i like i like i love.=) I am contented with my red shoes.Hah.I happy.Yups.Went to esplanade for photos.Hah.Saw many many kids cause of the hi-5 'gig'.Hah.Yea.Went to the waterfront to take pics.Heh.Left about 530.Got home and upload all the pics and here i am.=)

I'm talking to this weirdo.He's bloody weird and i added him to msn.He's just gonna pester me.=|.Bah.Band tomorrow.It's the last i think? Not sure.Jam after that then bugis with the section to shop for farewell gift.Bleahs.Sax section is in one big mess.Heh.Bahh.Blogger is one retarded bastard.Hah.I had to say it.Hurr.Ahh.I was chatting to this bugger yesterday night.Then this asshole.Trying to be damn cool.Swearing at me.Bloody gay ass bitch.Waddahell.I didnt even do anything to him.RAH! I shall just paste the log.I'll do the translation.The bastard beong SINCE198_.

SINCE198_:eh betine gi tido laaaaa (Eh lady go sleep laaaaa)
Munirah`:errr.havent?
SINCE198_:step speaking konon skali aku lempangkan baru tau(Wanna think you can speak english.Wait i throw stone at you)
Munirah`:waddahell?
SINCE198_ :eeeeeleh ......eng macam pass gitu nak spkg(eeeeleh....Like your english pass likett)
Munirah` who the fuck are you siaaa
SINCE198_:who de fk r u to ask me dat puki(who de fk are u to ask me dat -err.i dunno whats puki in english)
Munirah`:go away laaaaa
SINCE198_ :LOL
Munirah`:whatever to you.
SINCE198_:diam2 sudahlah aku tak suroh kau jawab jgn pandai2 sebok lah(Shut up.I didn't ask you to answer so you don't bother)
Munirah`:whatever i swearrr

Your malay is also damn broken like anything.At least i'm civilised unlike you.You bloody MATnation.Anyways this kitty cat came to my house and got stuck to me.Hahah.Bleahs.Everyone's just attacking me.This bloody fucker ask me to intro and i said 15f and he was like 'like i care you bitch' Motherfucker.Ahh.Cina farts.I'm pissed.I feel so geram now.Saw many many pictures.Bleahs.Sick sick sick.Think i've wrote enough.New pics.Esplanade//Penin.Ltrs.


I only got his back.=(

MY RED SHOES!

Self shot.Quween MuniRAH.


Here I am beside myself again.
I'm torn apart by words that you have said.

I can't imagine all the people that you know
And the places that you go
When the lights are turned down low
And I don't understand
All the things you've seen
But I'm slipping in between
You and your big... dreams
it's always you and my big dreams

And you tell me
That it's over

But i can't stand here in a patch of four leaf clover
And your restless
And I'm naked
You've got to get out
You can't stand to see me shaking
no, could you let me go
i didn't think so

and you don't want to be here in the future
So you say
the present's just a pleasant
Interruption to the past
And you don't want to look much closer
'Cause you're afraid to find out all the hope
That you had sent into the sky by now had... crashed
and it did because of me

And then you bring me home
Afraid to find out that you're alone, no
And I'm sleeping in your living room
But we don't have much room
To live

And I had dreams that i would learn to play guitar
Maybe cross the country
Become a rockstar
And there was hope in me
That I could take you there
But dammit you're so old
But I don't think I care
and if I hurt you then i'm sorry
It's just this guilt has got the best of me


And if this is what it takes
just to lie in my mistakes
and live with what I did to you
And all the things i put you through
I always catch the clock it's 11:11
And now you want to talk
it's not hard to dream
You'll always be my Konstantine


They'll never hurt you like I do
No, They'll never hurt you like I do

This is to a guy who got into my head
with all these pretty things he did
Hey Baby, You know that you keep me up in bed
It's to a guy who got into my head
with all the fucked up things I did
Hey Maybe Baby, You could keep me up in bed
My Konstantine


Spin Around me like a Dream
We played out on this movie screen
And i said, did you know I missed you
Did you know I missed you


God, I miss you

And then you bring me home
And we'll go to sleep but this time not alone, no no,
And you'll kiss me in your living room, oh
And you see, no, that i've been missing in my Living room
Cause this is what i miss, what i miss
We don't have much room
I said, does anyboy need that room?
Because we all need a little more room
To live

My Konstantine.

Monday, December 08, 2003

Heys.Hehh.Yesterday was just so irratating.My bloody father is just so annoying.I wanna take a gun and pull that trigger right through his head.He's just so unreasonable.Forever shouting at me and my mum.Whatever to him please.Whatever i do is just not to his liking or what not.It's my own problem.Rahh.Bastard la.Go away.Goooo.Hehh.I'm just paranoid.Went to all the weddings yesterday.The last one being an arab wedding.Pretty bride and an ugly groom.Happy couple.Heh.Went home to pick up my brother and maid.Off to visiting.3 houses yesterday.Simpang to eat dinner after that.Heh.

Didn't do anything today.Wasn't feeling to well for band.Furthermore i had to take an exam.Yups.Stayed in the whole day.Wrote testimonials today.Was that bored.Yups.Debs called after that.Talked to her till she reached sgh to see her daddy.Yeps.Eat eat eat then watch tv.Now i'm here.Heh.

Off to far east tomorrow.Sam's gonna do something to her hair.Just gonna accompany here and we can go to penin after that to get my shoes.yay! =) I'm not gonna be shoeless anymore.Hehhh.Wednesday jam jam ke jam jam.Hehh.Then town again i think.Not sure yet.Yups.Hahh.I dreamt of many many many things yesterday.From my family to my cousins to the day that i went to your house.Heh.

Anyways.The holis haven't been really productive cause i didn't do any sort of studying.I'm suppose to do.But i'm lazy.Hah.English homework is just alot.5compos and 5 letter writtings and 5 articles.And the re-do of social studies and geog paper.Maths workbook to do.And accounts.Bahhh.Just blogging about homework makes me more crappy.Saturday's concert not comfirm.Maybe won't be going.Hehh.Ltrs.

I know you well enough to know you never loved me

Sunday, December 07, 2003

Heys.Bleahs.Just got home.Took my madrasah report book.Maha.I passed.I'm so smart.=).Hurrr.Going to wedding later.My mum insists i go cause' we're going visiting after that.Heh.Hmm.Went to the hai sing concert with sylvia yesterday.Haha.Their modern dance is so rubbish.Hah.Choir was okays.Haha.I like the dikir barat? thing.Haha.They seemed to enjoy themselves so much.Haha.Then there was the band.Maha.Dwayne.Heehurrr.He's so cute.He doesn't look 16.He looks 20.Hah.

The thing finished about 9.15.Didn't wanna go home yet so we decided to go the airport.Haha.So many people yesterday.It's december anyways.Been quite a long time since i went there too.Heh.Bought popeye's.Sat down at the viewing mall and ate.There wasn't much talking.Both of us was just staring.Hahh.Left the airport around 10.30.All the way to bedok inter.Sylvia took a cab.Took a 17.Was msgin tanya.Haha.We were talking about nemo saying that we both share him.Haha.I'm having the left.Hah.Then then then.The bus became minahnation.Like this whole big group of minah and mats came up.Hah.Saw hafiz too.Hahh.No one home went i reached home.Hah.They all went visiting.Yuppers.

So many other concerts coming up.One on sat.Catholic high.Hah.Lazy to go.Veron asked me to the stasis 6 gig.Hah.Guess i'm going.Prolly meet up with sam at victoria concert hall since it's near.Hah.Maybe after the intermission i'll just go back to the gig.Maha.Don't think i'll be going to rao's performance on the 19th.Have to help put in some wedding thing.On the 28th having another concert.Compassvale sec.Shuqun sec will also be playing.Hah.29th having the dunearn one.There.All the concerts i have to attend.Hah.Band tomorrow.Maybe going jamming tomorrow.Will call up the rest later.Heh.Dad's going to jakarta.Wheee.I'm the happiest child please.Hahhh.Milestone.Heh.One song that i'll never forget.=)

Everytime i try to forget,i can't.I'm always digging it up.Hmm.Haven't been talking much.Since we always come online at different time.I wanna say i'm sorry.I'm sorry if i've said things that are mean towards you.I'm sorry if i've come in between you and you girl.I'm at fault too.Maybe if i weren't so willing,things will be different.Yups.Hmm.Anyways think i'm just crapping.Ltrs.

Each night I ask the stars up above,
Why must I be a teenager in love?

Friday, December 05, 2003

What is this?! After i type one whole fuckin entry everything went blank.RAH!!!.Damn pissifying.Bahh.Anyways,Band today.Suppose to meet tiffy but she didn't come in the end.Played warmups for 1hr.Dancing in the wind.Cartoon carnival.Beauty and the beast finally renegade.Ended at 1.Date with debbio today.

Met up with deb after her angklung.Took the bus with benedine also cause she was meeting rachie.Yups.Stopped at bedok int.Splitted with ben after she meet rach.Crapped with debs in the trainels.But more to the serious talk about friends and stuff.Sigh.Everyone just changes.Hmm.Stopped at heeren.Down down down to far east intially but debbie being the laziest as ever was tired.Hah.Maccies at lucky plaza.Talk talk somemore.Down to far east next.Prints for us.And those cute starbucks guys are just not there.I'm jinxed.Hehhh.Walked ard.Wanted to see belts but couldn't find the shop.Heh.I being the smart one said it was near the escalator but it wasn't even near.Those with the spikes are like weapons for punksai's.Haha.We just crapped so much.Hmm.The belts are so expensive.=( Sponser anyone? Hahaha.Met up rach,ben,feli,sharon,mel.They too wanted to take prints but we didn't.Haha.Did something really stupid.HAH.

then i did
not know muni was on the escalator.
all i know she grabbed my hand
then suddenly
saw rachie they all laughing at muni
so i looked
hahahaha.and there was muni struggling
to climb up the escalator pulling my hand at the same time
cos the escalator was going down.
haha.silly muni.=X.yea.

As quoted by deb.Hahah.Fine la.I was dumb.Borders for us.Listened to the cds.The scanning this just don't like me.Haha.Yups.Off to starbucks to drink rhumba.wo0o.Heh.Then it rained rained! Heh.We got a little wet.Took the underpass to orchard mrt.Walk walk walk.Saw nemoooo! Ahh.He's cute.I like i like i like.Then debs bumed into an ah beng selling the 2buckers ticket.He's damn irratating.He wouldn't let us go unless we bought.Before we could even take out money he already tear the ticket.Waddahell?! Then he whisper whisper say we got no money still can go orchard.Pardon me but we don't need money just to go town.He's full of crap la that bugger.Went home home after that.

Uploaded so many many many pictures that i kept.So lazy to upload.Heh.But but but today muni not lazy.Muni uploaded all the pictures she got.Added some in prints and added sum41 and saxophone section.Haha.Yups.Tomorrow going to hai sing.Heh.Never tell my daddy yet.He's just gonna asked 378391038202questions please.Next week he's flying to jakarta.Yayness for me.=) Late nights for me.=) I'm paranoid.Thinking about everything that had happened.So many thoughts going thru' this thick skull of mine.Maybe it's me.But i'm trying my best to forget everything.Including you.Everything is slowly fading away.

Loss of a good friend best of intentions I found
Tight lipped procrastination
Yeah later, see you around.

Thursday, December 04, 2003

Hey.Hmmm.Did nothing the whole day.Woke up at 12.Watch tele.Debs called.Talk talk.Then sleep till 630.Haha.I'm so lazy like anything.There's so much homework to do.Piles and piles and piles just waiting.Hahaha.Whatever la.I'm not gonna do it.Heh.Yups.Debbie kept on ringing me the whole day.She's so sad.Hah.Cheer up yea debs.This kind of thing takes time la.I'm sure you'll forget everything soon.=)) Chuaels.Sigh.Muni loves ska.Muni loves finch.Hurrr.

I have a long list of things i want to buy.But there's always no money.God knows how much i took out from the hari rayer packets.Hehh.I want chuck taylors! Mary janes! I want shoes.And christmas is here.I want my presents! But but but.No one's gonna get it for me.Sigh.I want to plant a money tree.I want to pluck money.=)

Suppose to go catch love actually today but the timing just wasn't right.So ended up at home la.Bleahs.Everything's just so wrong.Rahh.Band tomorrow.Lazy to go but have to go.Gotta pay my funds.Anyways think i'm crapping.I did nothing but just sleep today so i'm the pig and i'm still in love with a rockstar.\m/.Ltrs.

I've become the stupidest girl in the world

Wednesday, December 03, 2003

Heys.Feeling sick as ever.Hmm.Drag my lazy arse out of bed today.Hehh.Band Band Band.Everyone was here today.Hee.Little sax section renunion.All 9 of us.Or is it 10? Heh.I can't remember.Lousy me.Hurr.I'm so crappy.Yups.Played the same thing.Sir spent 1989837minutes fixing the tenor sax.Some button sounded funny.Crapped with tiffy as usual.Heh.Talking about old women wearing rancid t-shirts.Maha.Bleahs.I owe so many people money.10buckers to rachel.6buckers for band fund.Heh.I'm always not paying up.Heh.

Suppose to go out to town with sa.But.Just whatever.Lunched with debs today.Hmm.Was on the bus when we saw those ugly mats.Haha.Tanya's favourite.Hahaha.Saw the guy with the rancid shirt.I like i like his hair.=)) But he has an ugly face.Opppsy.Heh.Meanie poo.Maccies for lunch.Hmm.I guess i'm so much closer to debs now.=) Hahh.Yups.Decided to go to sunplaza park after that.Hahh.Been a long long time since i went there.Sigh.Walk around and around.Talking to her just now.Hehh.Doug kept on calling.So we headed to spotlight to find doug but that boy went home already.So debs went home.And i walked alone to the interchange.I'm such a saddist.

Saw all the basketballer.Then saw tanya.Heh.She accompanied me to my bus.Sweet child.Always meeting her mother.Haha.Hmm.Oh oh.Was on 17.So the bus stoped at east tech.Then all this ugly mats came up.The same one somemore.Hehh.One whole big big gang.Hehh.Stopped at my stop and went home.My brother going for his prom today.Hehh.Asking me to pull out his shirt for him la.Do this and that la.Borrowed my phone.Stupid boy.I'm in love with a rockstar.Heehurrr.Matt Rubano.He looks like seth green.Ohh ohh.Brandon boyd is hot like anything.Hehh.I'm so crappy.I have a concert band date.Hahhh.Band chalet next week.Duno if i'm going.Bleahs.I got so many people suddenly sending me mails.I don't even know them.'Boleh berekenalan?' Waddahell? Hehh.I'm bloody evil.

Hmmm.I've been thinking.After my n's next year and after my o's the year after next,i'm gonna be a freelance saxophonist.Going from one band to another.Fun fun.Heh.Anyone with bands that needs a freelance saxophonist contact me okays? Heh.Ska ska ska.I want to play ska again.=) Ska makes me happy.Hehhh.I'm so rubbish.Unsung zeros have such nice bass lines.Hehh.Especially in chasing amy.I'm trying my best to make myself happy..No use thinking about what happened.Since everything has ended,i guess the only thing is to forget about everything.And i guess you should too.

I've come to my senses that I've become senseless

Heys.Still feeling the same.Debbie put the phone down on me just like that.What la she.Hahh.Hmmm.I will never blackmail you.I just duno how can you feel that way.You don't trust me.Just admit it.I shouldn't have admit my feelings in the first place.I was plain dumb.After all this i'm at the losing end.I duno what to do la.So all this ends here.Just like that.I'm such a sucker.

Why can't i feel anything for anyone other than you?

Tuesday, December 02, 2003

Heys.Bleahs.Sick and sad.Hehhh.Coughing like duno what like that.Hmm.Slept early yesterday.11 was in bed already.Hehh.Msg.Msg.Sleep.Wake up wake up.Eat eat.Medicine Medicine.Sleep sleep.Go out go out.Rain rain.Stupid taxi driver.Maybe i didn't tell him correctly.Hahha.Went out for awhile.Came home at 430.

Deb called.Poor girl.Sounded soo down.Take care sweets.-hug.Lucky my brother aint that violent.Hehh.Town tomorrow.Hope it doesnt rain rain so badly.It's raining everyday.Hahh.Maybe going visiting at night.Bahh.Lazy.Think think think.I'm getting emo again.There's nothing left for me to say.

And you're, you're not here.
And I can't stop pretending,
That you're forever mine, and I.

I can't dream anymore since you left.
I miss you singing me to sleep.
I can't wake anymore, in your arms.
I miss you singing me to sleep.


I guess that's how i feel.Sighhhh.

Monday, December 01, 2003

Heyyy.Bloody hell.I'm piss like anything.My father is such a bias asshole.Bastard bitch.Whatever it is,he sucks.I just came on the motherfucking comp and there he is telling me enough enough already.Waddahell? I just on okays.Come home only wanna find fault with me.Then my brother on the comp for god knows how long can la.Screw you la.Asshole i swear.Everytime also like that.Enough Enough my bum la.RAHHH.I feel so angry with him.

Went out with veron today.Peninsula.City link.Esplanade to slack.Went home at 6.Wanted to dye my hair but my hair's already brown.Hehh.Wouldn't make any difference.Out out out tomorrow.I don't wanna stay home.Out out out on wednesday.Yayness please.Bloody home makes me such a saddist.This can't do,that can't do.Screw la.Anyways,gonna watch tele.Matt freeman fingers are super duper.Hehh.=)) Ohh.Farh.Take care ya? Sounded so down just now.I guess things will get better.Don't worry.=)-hugs. Ltrs.

Blogger is retarded please.Hehh.Nahnia.Just finish talking to tanya kaya papaya.Hehh.I remeber those times where we'd all sit in a circle and crap around.Pinit the penis.Maha.Debbie the bumble bee.Tanya kaya papaya.Muni the money? HURR.Linette the fishing net.MAHAAAA.Fine.It was funny.
YandaMama and the papa under mango tree.
Then the papa ask the mama want to marry me.
Then the papa ask the mama want to make baby.
Then the papa fuck the mama under mango tree.
Hahahahah.Fine.This is so crappy.Anyways gonna sleepels now.Hehh.Wait tmr cannot wake up.Bumdum.